if death should come like a woman
quiet as the night, with her head cocked to the side
hair plaited down the middle
mouth gummy and toothless so she can't bite
venom dripping like saliva
sharp knife or clear vial or silver-bulleted gun in back pocket
crimson-peach-cinnamon stained lips split open
by smile
i should leave this earth much more agreeably than
any man ever could. i'll lock fingers with her
cold hands, kiss bloodless flesh until it blooms
alive again, until the veins beneath
tangle and revive.
i'll love her like the women i didn't-couldn't love on the surface of the earth.
think–
date night on venus or mars
with the haloed saints and yellow stars
serving us white wine in golden glasses.
headstone reads: my only lover knew not morning air in groggy lungs
but lungs with all the air emptied out, with the air poisoned sweet.
shame fares poor amongst the deceased–
& a dead girlfriend is better than
none at all.
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describe your crush 2 me if u have one in the comments and if u don't describe how ur favorite song makes me feel (these two things are more similar than u think)
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