OPEN-BRAIN SURGERY

can u love me and this ego? babygirl u gotta say no!

my life is unraveling at the seams. the curse of infidelity. black man, savior, and yet he still bends at the knee. red in the face of female flesh. 

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this is about men with god-complexes that Cheat. i listen to the song garden (say it like dat) by sza every day because it reminds me of myself and ari mendoza. u kno. 'can you remind me of my gravity?' u knoo. 'open ur heart up, hoping they'll never find out who u really are, cause i love u.' u knoooo. 'u'll never love me, but i believe u when u say it like that.' 

what are you listening to?