i was willing to ignore it—
the bending trees & the black river you kept all for
yourself in the backyard, with all the baby
minnows and the fake, dying flowers wasting away in cracked silver flower pots; the cider spilled and sticky on bicycle seats and the posters with tack marks piercing though them, there's a hole going through michael jackson's eye —even the moon, sitting at the bottom of the swimming pool, bobbing her head up
& down
i was willing to
pluck the
eyeballs that see ugly out of my head and
keep them away, just for
your sake, just to
save you from the embarrassment that is
spinning around in you're own filth, only
is it filth when you like it? if you like
being friends with
the dirt and the things
it spits out and the centuries of
carcasses its swallow in its
warm brown mouth
(there are bones stuck in dirt-made teeth hanging on by tethered sinew) maybe it's
better for your head, sitting in the darkness
burning in the syrupy heat of afternoon of early morning maybe the
stars God plastered with angel glue against the sky will
make you feel
better. each twinkle a
flashlight down the dim hallway winding
around in circles in your
brain.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
OPEN-BRAIN SURGERY
Poesíashoved a needle in my brain and now my head won't stop bleeding