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Questions

We all have questions.
Questions about life.
Questions about death.
Questions about friendships.
Questions about relationships.
And the list goes on and on.

I have questions about my life.
I have questions about my future.
I have questions about my love life.
And I have questions about you.

I constantly think about you,
I think about what we do.
I think about what we can do.
I think about forever with you.
I also think about what you actually might be planing for us.

I think about what others are saying about you and I being together.
It's not like I don't listen to their advice.
I can hear what they're saying.
Then, at night, I ponder on what they said.

They say things like:
"You should be careful with him"
"He's going to hurt you"
"Careful what you wish for"
And they keep on warning me.
But I ignore their warnings.

I don't want to feel the pain of reality,
But I have to.
I don't want to feel the bite of life,
But I have to.
I don't want to leave a scar on your heart,
But I might have to.

I don't want to lose you,
But I might have to.
I don't want to hurt you,
But I might have to.
I don't want us to end,
But it might have to be that way.
I don't want to see you leave me,
But I might have to.

I don't want to see you broken,
But I might have to.
I don't want to cry myself to sleep,
But I might have to.
I don't want to feel broken,
But I might have to.
I don't want to feel empty inside,
But I might have to.

I'm starting to realize the reality of what they are saying.
And it is a harsh reality to come to terms with.
I don't want to believe this is true,
But I might have to.
I don't want to see what happens next,
But I might have to.

In the end,
I don't know what will happen tomorrow.
I don't know what will happen next week.
I don't know what will happen to us.
I don't know what will happen to you.

I don't know what will happen.
I just don't know......
For me, I don't know how you'll react to this.
I don't know what you'll do after you hear the news.
I don't know what you'll do.
I just don't know......

I do know you will always love me.
You will always care for me.
You will always want me.
You will always need me.
You will always miss me.
You will always find me.
You will never forget us.

As much as it pains me,
I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to tell you.
I don't know how to tell you without hurting you.
I don't know how to tell you without filling you with pain.
I don't know how to say it without breaking down.

If this is the best way,
Let it be.
If we have to end us,
Let it be.
If we are broken afterwards,
Let it be.
If we have to leave this life,
Let it be.

Know this,
We will always want each other.
We will always love each other.
We will always miss each other.
We will always want the best for each other.
We will always need each other.
We will never forget the story we shared.