dirty little secret

Felix is here!

Jack woke up all sprield out on the couch and he opened his eyes and rubbed them and sat up and looked around the TV was up but not loud at all and then he smelt something that stunk and he sniffed his shirt and it was him that stunk then his stomach growled and he pulled out his phone to check the time it was 10am and he saw Felix texted but he sat his phone down and went to the fridge he found some food and heated it up and ate it and then went to the shower and washed up and put on some clean clothes then he grabbed up all the dirty clothes and threw them in the washing machine and started it up and he went and checked on his phone and read Felix's text and it said "hey Jack I heard what happened." Jack held in the tears he was done crying he knew his chance with Mark was over and he was done with the tears. he replied back to Felix "yah I'm done with Mark." Felix replied back "that doesn't mean you end your friendship with him though Jack." Jack sighed and said "I have my reasons." Felix typed back "want to share them reasons." Jack debated on telling Felix them and decided he would but in person so he could describe them better so he said "I will in person." Felix replied back "ok ill see when we can come down there." Jack heard the washing machine go off and went and changed the clothes out and started the drier and went and sat down on the couch and turned the TV up and watched some TV and Felix sent a message, Jack picked up his phone and unlocked it and read the message "hey we can come out there tomorrow." Jack smiled and said "that's great man" Jack got up and decided to record a video so he went into the recording room and took a deep breath and said his intro and played a game he decided to do a VR game to get his body moving he recorded the video and was energetic and smiling and laughing he was doing great YouTube always cheers him up and make him happy. after the video was done he got a notification Mark just uploaded a video and he felt a sting in his heart but went onto tumblr and saw what people were saying and the fan art and shared some and commented on some and he was getting happy again the fans noticed that he was acting different and not like himself and sending him messages to cheer him up and it did cheer him up a lot Jack smiled at the messages and decided to go out and go on a walk and get some lunch so he slipped on his shoes and grabbed a jacket and went out the door locking it behind him and walked down the sidewalk with a smile on his face he decided to go down to the park and walk  
around enjoying the nature and weather it wasn't to hot or to cold. when he got there a few fans ran up to him asking to take photos and sign stuff and some saying nice stuff to cheer him up and he thanked them and hugged them and continue on his walk he got to a clearing where a tree fell down and he sat down and played some music and relaxing he took a few photos and posted them on twitter and watched the birds he got to thinking about Mark and he got a little sad but he was allowed to be friends with him anymore because of his girlfriend but if Mark really wanted to be friends with me he would message me right unless his bitch of a girlfriend wont let him either way I wont let it bring me down ill keep doing YouTube and enjoying time with my other friends. Jacks stomach growled and he got up dusted himself off and walked down to the café and sat down at the bar and ordered a drink a burger and some fries, the waitress brought him his drink and Jack pulled out his phone and a PING went off on his phone and it was a photo from Felix of him and Marzia on the plane Flex was holding a peace sign and the message underneath said "got to come earlier see you in a few hours!" Jack smiled and said "I look forward to seeing you both!" he sat his phone down and the waitress sat his plate down and started eating he couldn't help but feel sad because Marks cooking was so damn good compared to this he shook the thought out his head and continued eating and enjoying the burger when it was all gone he started on the fries but only ate a few and waited on his bill and paid it and went back to his house he ended up cleaning some and took the laundry out of the dryer and fixed the guest bed room he found one of Marks red flannel shirt that he left and he sat down on the bed holding it and thought it still smells like him I cant give it back do I just keep it? Jack stood up holding in the tears again and he put it in his room and went back to cleaning when he looked at the clock it said it was 4pm so he decided to record a video for the day and played a game for a hour and half when he got done he decided to make some dinner because Felix and Marzia may be hungry when they get here so he started on dinner.

halfway through he got a phone call and it was Felix and he answered the phone and Felix said "guess what!" Jack said "what?" and then he heard his door open and Felix walked in and yelled "IM HERE!" Marzia walked in and whaked him on the arm and said "we should have knocked."  Jack yelled from the kitchen and said "hey guys I'm cooking dinner." Felix walked over and said "o good I'm starving!" Marzia walked over and said "I am as well but I'm going to take our bags to our room." she looked at Felix and made a face of 'you know what to do' Felix peaked her on the cheek and said "ok." he watched Marzia walk away and waited for the door to close and he looked at Jack and said "talk to me." Jack sighed and stuck the food in the oven and whipped off his hands and walked over to the bar and told Felix everything in between he had to hold his breath to cry. when he got done talking Felix said "what a bitch." Jack sighed and said "yah  but that all that happened and I'm fine." Felix looked up at Jack and said "are you sure you are ok or are you just saying that." Jack looked down and said "I don't know I want to be over Mark but part of me wants so desperately wants him back I keep thinking about him and miss talking to him." Felix took  deep breath and said "you are not over him yet Jack you need to get all those feelings out and you will always think about him you had such strong feelings for him and honestly those feelings will never really leave." Jack said "thanks Felix." Felix smiled and said "no problem you are one of my best friends ill always be here for you." Jack smiled back but then it faded  and he looked down and said "I found one of his shirts today." Felix raised his eyebrow and said "go get it." Jack walked to his room and picked it up and brought it to Felix and Felix grabbed it and sat it beside him and said "ill give this back when you feel better." Jack shook his head and checked the food and it was done so he took it out and got some for Felix and Marzia and Felix called for Marzia and they sat down and ate the food together and laughed and talked Felix was telling a funny story, after they got done Felix insisted doing the dishes but Jack wouldn't let him and did them after the dishes were done Felix did a live vlog with Jack and the fans were going crazy and asking about Mark but they ignored them question and just goofed around, after the video Marzia and Felix were tired so they went and laid down and Jack went to his room and curled up in a ball thinking about what Felix said and fell asleep.