Doll >> Joseph Morgan [EDITING]

Becoming Real>>14

Harleigh's POV*

"I literally have writers block. I want to write this song but I know it's not the time to release it. It'll have to wait at least a few years because of timing." I spoke to myself, as I was rushing to write a song.

"Just drop the full album, Harls. People will understand." Joseph whispered into my ear softly.

"I already have that written, I have the songs recorded, album cover is designed, but I also need to write the songs for the next album I'm writing or else I'll be behind." My voice was rambling, sitting at a table and trying to write things down clearly wasn't working.

"Well maybe you need to draw from experience. Maybe your parents?" He questioned.

"I haven't spoken to either one of my parents in months. That alone is a struggle."

"I know it's hard on you, love. But maybe pulling thoughts and ideas from your personal experience. Maybe past heartbreak?" He suggested.

"I haven't ever really been in love with anyone but you, Joe. If I do use my parents I could use the heartbreak from my father's infidely and the divorce. I guess.." I muttered.

How do I portray this without actually staying what is going on my life. I want to get personal but not too personal.

"Good start, Harls. I have to go shoot Klaus's scenes in New Orleans. I'll be back around six, do you want to dine in or out tonight?" He asked quickly.

"I'll make dinner tonight. I have a good idea." I smirked up at him.

He gave me a quick peck before rushing out the door.

Once the door closed I let out a relieved sigh, don't get me wrong, I love Joseph.

But I'm writing a song about how much he's changed my life.

Before we started dating I was hiding myself away in this bubble, I'd put on a fake smile and I wouldn't really think about myself.

Now that we're together, I'm so much happier and dedicated. Everything I do is laced with love and happiness. My smile is true again.

It's not completely all about romance, but more about the feeling I get when I'm with him.

"I'm so into you, I can barely breathe
And all I wanna do is to fall in deep
But close ain't close enough 'til we cross the line
So name a game to play, and I'll roll the dice, hey
Oh baby, look what you started
The temperature's rising in here
Is this gonna happen?
Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move
Before I make a move
So baby, come light me up and baby I'll let you on it
A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it
A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you, oh yeah
This could take some time, hey
I made too many mistakes
Better get this right, right, baby
Oh baby, look what you started
The temperature's rising in here
Is this gonna happen?
Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move
Before I make a move
So baby, come light me up and baby I'll let you on it
A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it
A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
Tell me what you came here for
'Cause I can't, I can't wait no more
I'm on the edge with no control
And I need, I need you to know
You to know, oh
So baby, come light me up and baby I'll let you on it
A little bit dangerous, but baby, that's how I want it
A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
So come light me up, so come light me up my baby
A little dangerous, a little dangerous my baby
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you"

That's sound good. I like that. That'll be on this album.

"Why is it that I can only think of you.." I mumbled to myself.

After I was done I began to watch the final scenes from yesterday that had been emailed to me.

They just have mixed up the copy they sent me because these were only scenes of Elena and Stefan.

"I guess I have to go down there, ugh." I got up from my spot and just threw on some sneakers at the door and just wore my jean shorts with the long sweater I was wearing.

I got into my car and turned on the radio, blasting whatever was playing. I saw so many fans lined up outside the studio.

"This must happen every time all the guys are filming." I giggled softly.

I got out and walked into the room where Julie would be.

"Julie Julie Julie Julie!!" I exclaimed and quickly ran over to where she was sitting.

"I think you accidentally mixed the CD's up, I only have Elena and Stefan's scenes on this one." I spoke, trying to be polite.

"I actually wanted you to come down here and watch Joseph. I knew you would watch the scenes while he was away so you could critique yourself. So now you can see how he is when you're not here." She smirked.

"Ever heard of a text?" I laughed at her expression.

"Just shut up and watch." Julie put her finger up to her mouth and forced me to sit down in one of the director's chairs.

I saw Joseph running around like usual, but when he went to sit down, he was all gloomy.

"Paul I miss Harleigh! Maybe I can just finish this scene and run home real quick and check on her." He exclaimed, his eyes widening with hope.

"I don't think you have time, JoMo. I miss her too though. She always makes set more fun and lively." Paul stated sadly.

"You don't get to pout about her she's my girlfriend." Joseph crossed his arms and cradled the book next to him.

"Julie he's so adorable!!" I proclaimed.

"Just start coming to set with him sometimes or else we get a mopey Joey."

"Umm I don't think he likes being called Joey, but I'll keep that in mind." I laughed.

I couldn't take it anymore, so I just ran towards him and gave him a big hug.

"You're barely gone for two hours and you're already annoying our friends because you miss me so much." I giggled in his ear.

"How could I not when you're as precious and darling as this?" His voice soft and sincere. His heart was beating fast, so I could tell he was very surprised.

"Don't worry, our love is immortal." I smiled, intertwining our fingers after breaking our hug.

"We're becoming Serena and Klaus, Love."

"We're becoming real."