//tododeku angst\\

chapter 33

POV Shoto
We got home and Izuku collapsed to the bed, i chuckle and got in bed with him

Something's bothering izuku, I know it. He has been more tired lately but today he seemed to be fine, in the jump scares of the movie he just grabbed my hand but eventually calmed down, and I honestly think that's great, with all the pressure lately he seemed to had fun tonight, he smiled a lot and saw his friends, ngl he looks so cute when he's scared, i just want to hold him and shower him with kisses and I want to see his beautiful smile that could make the sun jealous, i just love him so much

"What's in your mind sho?.." My little angel asked
"Nothing, just thinking how lucky I am to have an angel like you as my boyfriend" I said with a little smirk

He blushed hard a crimson red and hided his face in my chest taking deep breaths through his nose

"What? It's true" I add teasingly

"STooooooooOOpppppp"

I laughed at his embarrassment as he hugged me tighter. I hugged him back and he snuggled  his face on my neck. 

"And what's in yours?" I ask.
"N-nothing" He mutters out

He is definitely hiding something

I rubbed his head and make him look at me. He looked away. I kiss him softly, and he kissed back
"Please izu... I want to help you.." i kissed his forehead

He looked away once more and started shacking, silent tears rolled over his cheeks

I started to get worried. I rubbed his head and put his hair out of his face.

"It's ok love... If you're not ready to tell me don't do it... Just don't keep all to yourself" I hugged him tightly as he cried hard on my chest and neck but he was trying to calm down

I didn't stopped him to cry, all his life was a living hell and just now he's opening to me.

I don't wanna force him but need him to open up to me before he tries something else to erase his pain.

"In s-some days is the trial to see i-if my father or my-my mother wins my custody.." i heard him say "I'm so, so scared Sho.."

I really want to murder that dad of his, he's annoying and just makes my angel sad and worried

I pull him into my chest and he just cried snuggling into it. I just held him close whispering sweet nothings in his ear, when he has panic attacks that seems to calm him down so I started to do it more often

Soon, he calmed down, he just stayed there, not letting go.

I didn't let him go either, i held him closer and I felt how he left a kiss on my cheek

"I love you sho..."
"Love you too izu"
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