When you just don't want to care anymore but then you know that everything will fall apart the moment you let go. Yet you want it to rain down so people know. But you hold it up because you still have strength to keep on going. So what do I choose? My arms are getting tired. Someone help with the load.
It’s not time for sulking
It’s not time for tears
But you feel the urge
It’s coming up to here
Above you head
You look up at the sun
You’re drowning in your own stress
Swim up
Take a breath
Breathe
Just take a second and breathe
You ask for help
Yet your cries are covered
By sirens
Alarms
Alarms to take cover
But you can’t
There’s no hiding that you can do
So what do you do
You stand
Standing up you look at the crowd
You’re above water
But you’ll soon be pulled down
The only thing keeping you going is the strong will that you have
That weakens
You look up at the sun
So high up and migty
So bright it’s blinding but you can’t help but stare
All the way up there
It looks so happy
To just beat down on you
With the heat it’s producing
But maybe it’s just trying to cool off
Since it’s always burning up
And then at night it’s relieved from it’s duties
You close your eyes
You imagine
The strength
The guidance you need
No one comes to mind
You look around
You’re floating in the open ocean
You’re lost at sea
Sea of stress that is
Around you nothing bends
Things look a like
And the closer you swim the farther you truly get
The waves push you around like bullies
And you are bonded by internal suffering
You don’t know what to do
You gasp fir air
Your arms grow ware
And you start to want to float
Or rather sink in the condition you’re in
Soaked in stress
