Control ~ newtmas (completed)

Chapter 21

Newt POV 

Luckily I survive the whole school day. I decided to walk home instead, which take a good half an hour. 

I can't face people on the bus and my stupid ass didn't drive myself today. 

My mind is racing. 

Thomas has been in the hospital for about two weeks and I didn't know. 

I was hoping the news was fake. 

But when Minho literally said it was true ...

Ugh. I don't know. 

Thomas sucks. 

When I get home I heat up some noodles to calm myself down. 

He's probably feeling better right? I don't need to like do anything... I say  to myself. 

I turn on the tv to distract myself. 

5 minutes go by and I turn it off. 

I have to call Thomas. 

I click on his contact to call him. 

He doesn't pick up. 

I call again.

No answer. 

I try to text him but my message doesn't even go through. 

He blocked me.

What am I suppose to do now? 

Can't call Minho because he's pissed at me too. 

This is driving me insane. 

Even if Thomas picked up the phone ... what would I say to him? 

"Hey. Heard you were in the hospital. How are you?"

No. No. No. 

Okay, maybe I can like contact his mom or something. 

I will go to their house. 

Fuck. 

I hope he's not at home. I just need to know if he's like ... fine. 

Maybe I can just talk to his mom. 

I grab the keys and walk outside to the car.

When I pull up to Thomas's driveway his moms car is there. 

All of a sudden I start to get nervous. 

I wipe my sweaty palms on my pants and walk out. 

Why should I be nervous? I didn't even do anything. 

I just came to see if Thomas is fine. 

I walk up the steps and ring his doorbell. 

Want to know who answers?

Thomas. 

His eyes widen when he sees me. 

I don't say anything. 

He looks at me. 

He starts to say something but something takes over me. 

I step in his house, close the door behind me, and pull him closer and I kiss him.

I wait for him to kiss me back. 

He does for a split second and then pushes me back. 

"Thomas -"

"Fuck off Newt! Why are you here? What do you want?" He says angrily.

I throw my hands in the air in surrender.