beside you | wroetoshaw

part forty-seven

///  photo has no correlation with the storyline :)) ///

i sat staring at my laptop screen, a fully edited video waiting to be uploaded with just a click of a button. i think i had been sitting here for about 10 minutes waiting for it to magically upload by itself, i wasn't ready to become someone on the internet - not by myself at least.

"harry" i mumbled. he always does this, well i mean, not much anymore but he used to a lot

i grabbed my phone that was just by the side of the laptop, tapping onto Harry's contact.

come to my room, asap x

i sent the message, realising he may take that in a different way that i was intending. knowing the way he thinks, he definitely would be seeing it in the wrong way.
not even a minute after i sent the text, he was outside, knocking on my door. coming in with a big smirk on his tired looking face.

"you alright?" he asked, seeing me at my desk

"i can't do it" i huffed, only making him more confused

he walked over, leaving my door open, to peer over my shoulder at the laptop sat in-front of me.

"just press that button, the mouse is literally on it" he laughed, rubbing his belly

"no, i'm not that stupid harry, i just - i'm just nervous" i admitted, seeing his face soften at his understanding

"you'll be fine, you know how much the fans like you. well most of them" harry told me, sitting down on the bottom of the bed. directly behind my seat

"i don't know harry" i murmured, staring at the upload button

a silence came upon us, i knew i was definitely overreacting but it was so overwhelming knowing that this video determined my job situation.

"close the door if you are going to be sha-" freezy started as he walked past the doorway, stopping seeing how we were seated

"but - the text, are you not? nevermind" he spoke to himself, making his way in seeing harry shake his head

"she's worried about posting the video" harry told him, a surprised look overtaking his features

"why" he asked, standing next to me

"don't know" leaned back in my seat, rubbing my face out of annoyance

"well that's a shit answer em, i'll do it for you" he told me, leaning forward and gaining power of the mouse

"no, cal" i moved his arm

but just as i did that he had already clicked the upload button and was now officially live.
i sat there staring at the screen, in shock.

"cal" harry warily spoke, sitting forward also looking at the screen

"what? you needed that little kick start, now go promote it and get them views" he told me, i hadn't looked at him yet

"i'll post about it, and i'll tell lux to, and i'm sure harry would do it as well. come one, don't be down it's for the best" he went on, bringing his phone out of his pocket

"okay, yeah, you're right" i stammered, doing the same

cal left the room, and not too long after he did i heard him talking to his phone about swiping up to watch the video. i laughed at his excitement, turning around to harry who looked as if he was just about to do the same.
and it was as if i could tell the future....

"hey guys, my friend emilia here" he turned the camera around to me
"has just posted her very first youtube video with me, callux and calfrooozy so make sure you swipe up and watch it. cheers." he threw a thumbs up before ending the video, looking up to me to see if i was fine with it