it only hurts when i laugh

𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰

As the year comes to close I realize
That old self dies whilst new ones come
The pain, the shame, the hurt of what once was
Can never compare to what can be achieved

In this trial I face, I hope I survive
I hope to find myself amidst the thoughts that won't reside
To let go of the things I thought I needed
To rise again the next day, changed and pleasing

I hope I make it