it only hurts when i laugh

𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴

Tell me, how many nights has it been
When the lights first shut down and died
Please tell me, I wasn't so keen
When we faded and the wind sighed

Keeping scores so death marched forward
Settling dues and burying secrets
Guide me out and claim your reward
Then you vanished without regrets

Are you keeping track of time seen
Have you found the rightful key?
Tell me, how many nights has it been
Since that moment you left me