it only hurts when i laugh

𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺

It's okay if I'm not the first one you run to. It's okay if I'm not the first person to know your pain. It's okay if I'm not the first to hear your voice. It's okay if I'm not the first to know your secrets.

But if you need me, I'll be the first person to answer you. I'll be the first one to stay by your side. If you cry out, I'll be the first to hear your voice. When you can't love yourself, I'll be the first person to love you.

And that's okay.