it only hurts when i laugh

𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

Early morning I blink sleepless eyes. No ideas have come this time.

Early morning I try to calm my aching heart. No peace in this lonely dawn.

Early morning I close my eyes to try to drown. No respite came with pain that continues.

Early morning I do my best to be happy. No tranquil has come my way.

Early morning I survive another sleepless night. No bright ideas would the rest of the day be.

Early morning I am tired of all the worries about myself. No one is with me at this hour.

How lonely it is, without my ideas in tjis early morning dawn. No one to hear my songs in the crowd of sleeping souls.

How afraid I've become now that sleep has truly abandoned me. No wink of rest shall come my way until afternoon.

Early morning this testament I write on truth. No lie has come my way when I was sleepless all throughout.