it only hurts when i laugh

𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘯𝘥

So far
I find it hard to say goodbye

How I witness worlds built
Shatter into meanings only I can get

So far
The way things end still frightens me

How one day
All I know and loved has gone

So far
I realize that memories stay bittersweet

How I look back
And think of what a journey it has been

So far
I slowly learned how painful it is

How chances come
And how they vanish

So far
I reached an end I do not know how to handle

How would I move on
When it left a scarred path?