it only hurts when i laugh

𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦

I never would have imagined
That I'll find myself here
Closer to dreams accomplished
Closer than I ever could veer

Will time perceive it as such
Will a tiny spark like me matter
How long do I think I'll stay in slump
How long until it all gets better?

I never would have imagined
That I'll find myself gone
Closer to death somehow
Closer to the end to take a bow