basically loads of oneshots with Nat and her daughter Alena Lubov Romanoff-Rogers.
In some of them, Alena is still a child and in some already a teenager.
I will organise the parts by age, so Alena gets older along the way.
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Age: 19 Warnings: Mentions of Natashas death, mentions of death in general Word count: 1260 Summary: After Natashas death, Steve and Alena finally talk about her sacrifice. Requested by: Ruzgar2023
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Death.
The death of a loved one can make you isolate yourself or cut everyone you love off.
It can alter your brain chemistry forever.
For Alena, the death of her mother hit her like a train at full speed.
She fought with such power, converting her grief into anger and strength.
She simply didn't allow herself to feel anything besides rage.
After the avengers managed to defeat Thanos, the 19 year old shut everyone out though.
Even her father.
Steve could hear his daugther cry, not only at night but when she thought he couldn't hear her.
It broke his heart, knowing that she wasn't ready to talk just yet.
It broke his heart even more when he thought about having to realise that his wife, the woman he had spent every moment with, the mother of his child and the one he called the love of his life was gone just like that.
Just like that and the last thing she said, the last thing that stayed of her were the words 'See you in a minute'.
And that was the part that hurt the most.
Natasha did not 'see him in a minute'. In fact, she never saw him again.
Today was one particularly bad day.
Alena was curled up in her room, hugging her childhood stuffed bear with her Mom's perfume on it and crying.
It became a habit for her to wear her mothers tshirts, so that's what she did.
Something about them made her feel close to the one person she loved most in this world, the one person she thought she'd never loose.
So, the 19 year old cried and cried until she couldn't anymore.
A few minutes later, someone knocked.
Alena shot up and wiped her tears away as fast as she could.
She didn't want anyone to see her in this broken state, not even her dad.
,,Come in"
The 19 year old permitted, her voice a little hoarse from crying.
,,Hey little light, are you alright"
Steve asked, but with one look at his daughter, he knew that she had been crying again and that she was obviously not alright.
