the truth is, I don't have a lover
I am the lover of someone else
they don't know that
because my heart will never speak
but I'd rather it be that way
because seeing them happy in oblivion
is far more precious, but for
years I've kept it a secret how much
affection I have for them
sometimes it feels like friendship, and
other times it feels like something deeper
then again, I am the lover, so it could just
be me and nothing more.
