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JUDE

Over the next few days, barely any of my teammates talked to me, not even during training, which bummed me out. Apart from that, I got hundreds of messages from Davina's friends as well as mine, annoying me even more.

MY CLONE🐒🦧

JUDE WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO

ANSWER ME NOW

HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID YOU KNOW WHAT SHE'S BEEN THROUGH

ISTG JUDE I WILL FLY OVER THERE AND BEAT YOU UP

JUDE. ANSWER. NOW.

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MY CLONE🐒🦧

JUDE. 

i know you can see this answer my phone calls NOW.

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IMAMFSTARBOY 🌟💫😎

bruddaaaa WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM

if you don't answer now our friendship is over

you idiot how could you do that

genuinely I thought you could at least grow up a bit

FUCK OFF.

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babylorenzooo👏👏

Jude come on man not cool

you know those things you said apply to me too ya know

how'd you feel about that HUH

fuck you and your career

on my mothers grave next time I see you you won't see the light of day

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babylorenzooo👏👏

you're such a child at least give a fucking answer pussio

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That was only a few of them. I didn't even include her friends and how much my teammates were pestering me about it. They even started shooting the ball at me on purpose just to piss me off. It worked, I'll give them that but didn't help at all with my injury.

When I saw Davina's Instagram post with her friends and Bukayo, I couldn't help but read the caption (the fingers are meant for someone). Undoubtedly that someone was me and I couldn't help but feel guilty.

What Lorenzo had said was true. Him and his sister had gone through the same things growing up. Losing both their parents and their baby sister wasn't something someone could get over so fast. And now, partly because of me, she'd lost her job and without it she could be back in Birmingham, struggling again.

Fuck.

She probably had it worse than Lorenzo too, having to take of him and everything. I still hated her guts, though I didn't know why or how that feeling even came about. I mean, the first day we met was alright. I even welcomed her into class but after that it just went downhill and that welcoming feeling never returned.

Did I fuck up?

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