Game Over

Chapter 03

Chapter 03

"Where are you going?" I heard Lui asking nung tumayo ako mula sa kama niya. I looked around and quickly found my underwear. I picked them up at saka sinuot ko na iyong panty and bra ko.

"Home, duh," I replied, then nakita ko na iyong pants ko saka iyong shirt ko. Una kong kinuha iyong pants ko. Gusto ko sanang mahiya dahil ramdam ko na pinapanood ako ni Lui habang sinusuot ko iyong pantalon ko, but then again, what for? This guy had literally bent my legs in ways that I didn't know I could do! Seriously, hindi ko alam na capable pala ako sa ganoong klase ng flexibility.

Nang nasuot ko na rin iyong shirt ko, lumingon ako para humarap kay Lui. He was still in bed, his lower body was covered with his duvet. His hair was messy dahil panay ang sabunot ko roon. I also left a mark on his left chest. Wala lang. I just couldn't resist him like I literally needed to leave a mark to remind him that I was here.

Then he tried to stand, but I quickly stopped him.

"I'll lock the door on my way out," I said and then gave him a small nod bago ako tumalikod at kinuha iyong bag ko na nandon sa couch niya. I walked away hanggang sa maka-labas na ako sa condo niya. You'd think that I was on fire with the way I was moving para maka-labas sa condo niya.

I just... didn't want to overstay my welcome once again.

I didn't even know what I was doing. He told me himself that he didn't want to message me because he didn't want to lead me on. To him, I was just but another body to warm his bed.

The smart thing to do was to stop... but god, the way he touched me made me want to abandon all logic...

Kaya naman aalis na lang ako agad. I didn't want to stay. I didn't want to cuddle. I didn't want to do small talks.

I just... I just needed him to fuck me. Hindi naman siguro totoo iyong sinabi ni Alisha na nasa vagina ko iyong puso ko. As long as I keep it simple and casual kay Lui, everything's gonna be fine... I think?

Saka ang bobo ko naman kung magkaka-feelings ako sa tao na obviously ay wala namang pakielam sa akin. Clearly, katawan ko lang ang habol ni Lui. But on the other hand, I could respect the fact that he straight up told me that he didn't want to lead me on... because he knew that he could have had...

The way he made me writhe beneath him? Oh, he knew of the hold he has on me.

Bahala na nga. Basta aalis na lang agad ako. Walang overnight na magaganap kahit 1AM na at antok na antok na ako.

* * *

The whole Sunday morning to mid-afternoon, nasa condo lang ako. I was just sleeping. I woke up for a while to eat and then bumalik agad ako sa pagtulog. Buong stay ko kasi kay Lui ay hindi ako kumain. Uminom lang ako ng tubig para hindi ako ma-dehydrate. Ewan ko ba. Ayoko lang kasi isipin niya na naman na gusto ko siyang maging tatay ng mga anak ko kaya I tried to act as casual as possible. Hindi ko nga sure kung kasama ba doon ang maghunger strike around him.

Nung kinagabihan, tinatamad akong magluto. I initially thought about just ordering in, but decided na lumabas naman para makapaglakad-lakad ako.

I was just walking around and deciding on what to eat as I walked. Naka-ilang restaurants at cafe na akong nahintuan, pero wala akong gustong kainan. I just wanted to have a good meal tonight kasi bukas, start na naman ng review.

But seriously... this would be my life for the next five months? Mababaliw ata ako.

I stopped in front of a café. Binabasa ko lang iyong menu nila nung mapa-tingin ako sa loob at nakita ko na nandon din si Lui at naka-tingin din siya sa akin. He cocked his head to the side and slightly arched his brow like he was teasing me. Was he thinking na sinundan ko siya dito? Ang kapal, ha!