"About Last Saturday" DAOU and OFFROAD FF

Chapter 11

Offroad's pov

"You're kidding right? You are just saying that to console my feelings?"

Since he told me that he likes me, I couldn't find the exact answer to it.

And I don't  know whether to believe him or not.

"I do, but," he paused then look at my side

"I knew it," I whispered, feeling hurt but I didn't show him at all.

"Off, can you let me finish my sentence?" he said trying to hold me on my shoulders but I slap his hand first before he touches me.

"Stop tripping on me Daou. No need to say that you like me too before, because it's already in past. I only admitted to you now because I don't want to be your friends anymore. That's it. I'm not expecting any answer for it," I burst out clutching my chest because I feel a bit of stinging sensation from it.

Then my tears started rolling down my cheeks.

I don't want to cry in front of him, but why I can't control myself now?

"And I'm s..orry fo..r liking yo..u, for ta...king ad...van..tage to you," I continued stuttering then burst out crying.

I don't want to cry in the first place, but the emotions  I'm keeping inside me for a long time burst out, and I hated this feeling.

The feeling of longing into his arms again.

I hate myself because I can't stop loving him.

Yesterday I'm only liking him, but now I just admitted myself that the love I felt for him still there.

The feeling of embarrassed is eating alive that I want to run away at that moment, but my knees felt like jelly to do so.

I don't really care anymore, so I cried my heart out.

I've been crying for a couple a minute when I didn't hear Daou talking nor do something to calm me or can sense his presence next to me. I've been waiting for that but I guess I was wrong.

I've tried to open my eyes and see If my intuition is right.

"You're such an idiot self, and also pathetic, Stop crying," I scolded myself when I didn't see him.

"Why are you not stopping?" I sob while wiping my tears continuously.

I should feel happier when he said that he likes me but why am I crying now? Am I crazy?

There are many words that I wanted to tell him. But sad to say he's not here anymore. He already got the answer so he can stop seeing me.

Maybe that's the reason why I am crying right now.

But this is what I want for the sake of me. I don't want to be the reason of their break up.

Maybe I am really crazy, why am i even thinking of their break up now?

I'm having headache now because I've been thinking so much of the possibilities that's going to happen.

"Stop, overthinking self," I tried to calm my mind.

I took a deep breath then blowing it in the air and  repeating it until I can finally calm myself up.

My vision now was blurry, another headache attacks, and now I'm also feeling dizzy as well.

After a one or two minutes I got startled when I hear his voice again.

"Here,"

"Why did you come back?" I snapped at him taking the bottle of water in his hand.

I drunk it all because I'm thirsty.

The anger that I'm feeling a little bit earlier change into happiness just like that.

"You think I'm gonna leave you?" he asked pulling the the chair in front of me and sat down.

I want to say yes but I choose not to answer him.

"Why did you drunk so much yesterday? Are you trying to kill yourself? And now you're drunk again?" he asked in a slow tone and there's a hint concern in his voice while saying those words.

"How did you know?" I was also puzzled by his question.

"I have my ways you know," I heard him giggled after his answer.

After hearing his giggled I even smiled for a bit, but after realizing that, I make a faced again.

I know he saw me but he didn't say anything after and we stayed like that for a while.

Then I started dozing off. I don't know how many minutes did I closed my eyes because when I looked him, his already next to me, and my head was on his shoulder. 

I want to argue with him but my body doesn't have energy anymore.

That's when I realized even before, that when he is next to me, I feel so relaxed, calm, and I don't have any worries in my life at all.

I'm feeling at ease when I'm with him.

Few minutes later, I couldn't keep my eye lids open anymore and my mind wanders and drift off to laland.

The nice and calming breeze is like a lullaby that swayed me to fall asleep.

I suddenly woke up when I heard a loud thud.

"Opps sorry about that," Daou voice apologizing signing peace at me.

My eyes went wide when I saw and scan his body that he's only wearing a towel in his lower part.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked shocked and even gripped my cover to myself. At the same time checking my body if I'm wearing clothes.

"Thank Goodness," I felt relax a little bit when I saw that I'm still wearing clothes.

Then a loud scream can be heard from me when I realized that the clothes I was wearing before I fall  asleep as I remember was different from the clothes I've been wearing just right now.

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