"Why do you write?"
"Because it's the only way to express my feelings..... And it's the only thing I can do..."
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"I can't sleep... My thoughts are killing me!...."
I mentally screamed
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"Why don't you go find something useful to do!" My dad yelled, "Do you think it's enough?! No it's not!"
"Go down and wash the dishes!" My mom added.
I hummed a song as I walk down the stairs. 'well, the only thing I can really do is write'
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"She maybe act all strong and independent, like she doesn't need anyone. But she needs constantly calmed by someone. There are just a lot of things running through her mind. Her thoughts are killing her."
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You said if I fail it's my own fault right?
You know what? Let me just live my own life
If I fail it's not your fault, but if I success, it's also not because of you
So just stop telling me what to do
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So I just have this midnight thoughts that's running through my mind and prevent me from sleeping.
Mostly about my fear, well I can't really say it's a "fear"
But let's just say, I don't like responsibility
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This place is just to small for a free spirited person like me
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"So what if....."
"It's still midnight, heck, go back to sleep!"
"I can't..."
"Just cut out your self doubt and stuff! You're not going anywhere if you keep being like this".
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"Hey, so what's wrong?"
"Nothing, just.... Thinking..."
"Don't lie to me please..."
"I'm fine. Just... Give me some time alone..."
"But you already had lots of time alone."
*Sighed* *weak smile*
"Just leave me alone please".
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"So, it's getting better?"
"No. I lied. It's getting worse".
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Just thoughts numpang lewat:v maapkeun kalo gaje
And sorry if there's any grammatical errors, English isn't my main language. And maybe I'll update more if I can't sleep tonight
Ja nee~
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