Cant stay here

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بواسطة Hesitant_Alien_6

بقلم Hesitant_Alien_6

                                    
                                              Gerard's POV
		I wrapped my arms around Mikey and waited on his eyes to shut until falling into a blissful sleep. I woke up at 5 AM the next morning slipping out of bed and heading to my own room. Halfway empty all my things being at Nick's home.

                          		I knew exactly where what I wanted was. I slipped the halfway full bottle of Vodka off the shelf. I opened the red cap and tossed it to the side. I smelled the strong intoxicating scent immediately. When it hit my nose I threw the bottle against the wall watching the liquid splatter and the glass pieces desperse with a loud crash.

                          		I let out a loud shreik of frustration and pulled at my hair. Panic attack symptoms took me over. I began to hyperventilate and get dizzy. Mikeys tired figure burst the door open, "Gerard!" He yelled pulling me against him.

                          		I thrashed so much in his arms he fell down and took me with him refusing to let go. He was crying almost as loud as me. I sobbed on him my body racking with desperate sobs. "Mikey I'm sorry but I can't stay here.." I chocked out. His eyes spilt over again and he nodded no. "Please ..." but he knew he'd have to let go..
just not yet.