offer me that deathless death

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MENTIONS OF SUICIDE! - skip first para to avoid any triggers!
















Dear Maeve,

This is so pathetic but the doctor told me it was a way to keep myself from "bursting" as in killing my self or doing something stupid. I hope you are doing so much better and I wish you were here with us. I couldn't be pissed at you forever for not telling me that you had cancer. they didn't even want to specify, harry is doing better by the way.

by better i mean he's leaving his room, socialising. Well that's what the guys are telling me, i can't visit harry with Avery as she is looks pretty much like you and it hurts every single day. She can now speak a sentence with a bit of stuttering. i wish you could witness the cuteness. Her bright blue eyes are so gorgeous, everyone is telling me that they are similar to mine. guess that she is taking something from her father. I have to go and pick her up now from primary school, I know crazy she's already old enough to be in primary.

Maeve, i love you so much and it breaks my heart that you are gone.

- cal

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