I'm Sorry For Being Me (Phan/KickTheStickz) Book One- COMPLETE

Dan's POV

~1 week Earlier~
Dan's POV (Before he goes out with Pj.) 

My phone rang as I sat watching Buffy. "Hello?" I said, answering it.

"Hey Dan. It's Pj." "Oh! Hey Peej! What's up?" I asked him. "I was just wondering if I could come over for a bit." "Sure!"

Around 10-15 minutes later my doorbell rang. I opened it to see a flushed Pj in a winter jacket, gloves, and boots. It must be cold out. I wouldn't know, I haven't left since Phil did.

"Hey Pj! Come on in! I was just going to make some tea." I told him, going into the kitchen. "Thanks. It's really cold out there!" Pj informed me, coming into the kitchen in a short sleeved shirt and skinny jeans. 

"That's probably because you're dressing like it's summer." I told him. He grinned. "You're one to talk!" He told me, looking at what I was wearing.

"Hey! I happen to be dressed perfectly well for a guy who hasn't left except to get the Tesco deliveries!" I said, laughing. He smiled. I wasn't lying! I was wearing a short sleeved shirt and long pyjama pants. 

"So what's up?" I asked him, handing him his drink. "Um, well, I was kind of going to ask you something..." Pj told me, blushing slightly. What was this boy hiding???

"Okay, sure." I said, leading him to the couch. I sat down, and he sat beside me. I set down my mug and he did the same. "So, this is kind of hard... I like you... more then a friend." He told me. I sat there, shocked.

Maybe this is what I need to forget about him...

"Okay. Maybe this could work." I told him. He looked up at me, and I smiled. He smiled back, and I tried hard not to imagine it were Phil. I couldn't stop my heart from aching.