Chapter 48: Alek Russo

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Chapter 48: Alek Russo

Do you think you matter when millions of other people exist?

You don't.

But if you matter to yourself, then it doesn't matter that millions of other people exist. Because you exist, and that's enough.

But I no longer exist. I think. It doesn't matter, I think.

I see mama. I see Matteo. I see Lorenzo.

I see darkness, so much darkness.

It's cold. I'm scared.

Why does my heart beat so loudly in my ears?

No.

I am dead.

I am a ghost.

I no longer exist.

I am a memory.

A memory of who I once was, that is all.

And for a moment, that is enough.

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totally didn't shed tears. totally did not listen to sad megumi playlists while writing the last few chapters. totally did not write this at 12 am. totally did not write this when i was depressed.

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