Torn Apart (Bellatrix, Narcissa X Reader) [Book 1]

Chapter 26 - What a Day!

I walked slowly back into Slytherin's common room, feeling sad – bringing back my broken heart into my room. I sat down on my bed and lay down as I curled my body with sadness. I still couldn't believe my relationship ended, and I bet she hates me, so I cried myself to sleep.

"Bella, please, say something, anything."

"I have to go,"

I woke up, and the scene kept playing in my head, in my dreams. I have lost the will to live, to even go to classes. This feeling is killing me, and I hate it. I didn't even want to get up from the bed, there was some knocking but I wouldn't want to open the door, even Pansy – she kept knocking on the door, asking me to get up but I still refuse to.

"Hey, y/n. Are you okay?" it was Draco, he knocked slowly on the door, he might have had an idea why I am acting like this.

"Y/n, did something happen last night? Do you want to talk with me, I could help you." He tried consoling me but I refused. He mentioned that he would go to class, and he gets it if I don't want to go, so he left and went to the class. I couldn't get myself out of the bed, but I did sit up – contemplating my choices. I want to go and show people that I am strong and that there was nothing wrong going on in my life. But I don't have the energy and my eyes might look red or like someone had punched me in the face. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and then suddenly the memory of last night starts to play in my head again. I covered my eyes as I sighed. I brought myself up to go for a shower and clean myself. Then I put on my outfit and my Slytherin robe – hoping that by doing all of this, I would get the energy to attend the classes. But I was wrong, I stepped outside the common room, and walked down the hallway – the same hallway she left me at last night. So, I could feel that my energy has drained, even before I entered any classes. I wanted to turn around and go back to my room, but I want to try and go into my class and I did. I did it. I sat next to Draco, and he looked at me worriedly.

"Y/n! I thought you didn't want to go to any classes today, which I get. Are you alright? You look a bit dread," he scanned my outfit and I noticed that I didn't do my tie properly which was obvious because I would always keep myself looking tidy and nice.

"I'm okay. I was rushing, that's all. Nothing wrong happened," I took out my books and laid them out on the table, I was doing my best to act normal. And he believed it. Our day went like normal, halfway through the day, then Professor Sprout announced that her class would be cancelled. So, it was like a happy moment for most of us students. We had a free period and we went to the Great Hall, there were some foods served as it was close to lunch, so I grabbed some food and ate it. The rest of them were chatting through some things – about the class work. I wasn't talking much then Pansy nudged me with her elbow,

"You haven't been talking much today, that is unlike you. You want to talk about it?" I shook my head no, because well, don't get me wrong, she is a good friend – sometimes but I do have my trust issues with some other Slytherin students. Pansy, especially used to snitch on things, whatever problems I had she would tell it to others which I certainly do not like. She kept wanting to have the scoop on me but I still refuse her. I told her that there was nothing to talk about, that it was nothing, and that she doesn't have to worry about it. I tried to ignore the problems I am having with eating, I don't want to drown my sorrow doing that, so I eat at a moderate. I stood up and told them that I needed to take a walk before going to the next class. But in reality, I want to go to my room and suffer alone. Draco offered to accompany me but I turned down his offer. I went out of the hall and went for the walk, I was looking down at the floor when someone called my name,

"Y/n! wait for me." I thought it was Pansy so I was telling her to go back into the hall and leave me alone – although I said it gently because I don't want them to suspect something.