" sacrifices apni khushi maar kr nh kiye jaate bahi" zoya his sister uttered sensing his silence from so long.
" what I am supposed to do zoya?? What?? Tell me how to correct this all??" he questioned pressing his forehead.
" Do you really want Amal to come back into your life??"
" I...i don't know..."
" you are just doing it for the sake of Misthi bahi,"
" Ushe apni glti ka zara sa bhi ehsas nh hota hai, woh wahi gltiyan baar baar kregi, jo aaj tk krti aayi hai, aur aap fir se unki gltiyon pe humesa ki tarah parda dalte rhoge, she is not good for you and even for our house"
" give a chance to your heart bahi for once, don't do the same mistake you did years before"
" what.tt.do...you..mean??" he asked shocked by the sudden statement passed by her.
" bahi aap itne bhi bhole nh hai, kyu karna cahte hai aap baat un logo se, ky milega apko, aap hi kyu humesa sacrifice krenge, sirf aap unki family nh hai woh bhi hai, aur agr koi apk mushibat ya pressani m apk saath khda nh ho skta toh ky fayda, aapne humesa bhut khuch kia hai"
" zoya Amal is pregnant, Aunty ka call aaya tha ammi ko do din pehle, I don't know what to do, for the first time, first fucking time I...." he punched on the steering wheel.
" Bahiiii!!!!" zoya called him.
" I don't know how to react? What to do with this information, there is nothing left in this marriage, for so long, we were just co-existing, fulfilling each other basic needs and after what she did its hard to even talk with her, trust me I don't want to see her face"
" apko baby chiye??" she asked.
" honestly I want a baby but not like this yrr,"
"And basically woh mera bhi bacha hoga, mein ushe jaane toh nh de skta na, isiliye I told Chachu ki fiqar mat kijiye, I don't have another way Zoya, literally I don't"
"Does she know???" she asked further.
"Kaise btana tha mujhe nh pta, I broke her again, and this time it's hurting me more here" he said pointing towards his heart.
" mein ushe jhooti hopes nh de skta hu, aur na hi khud ko" he stated starting the car again.
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" Aunty andar aa skti hu" shehnaaz asked her landlord standing at the doorstep, she nodded.
" woh uncle kese hai maine subah suna tha unki tabiyat theekh nh hai"
" Theekh hai," she replied much to her dislike.
" aunty woh ye ish mahine ka kiraya, aur ek ya do dino mein me ghr khali kr doongi"
" wahan rkh de freeze ke upr" she groaned in pain clutching her feet.
" kya hua aap theekh toh hai, pairo mein drd ho gya firse" she questioned touching her feet, she pulled out.
" i am sorry, woh meri ammi ko bhi hota tha toh mein tail ki malish kr deti thi apko bhi kr du"
" itna sab krne ki koi zarroorat nh hai jahan yahan se daffa ho"
" krne de na warna fir uncle ka dhayan kon rkhega, pkka nh ladungi Kasam se" shehnaaz poured oil on her hands and starts massaging her feet pressing the pressure points correctly, she sighed resting her head on the headrest.
" mein apke liye bhi khana bana du, ky banana hai bata dena" the tears filled in her eyes, from so long she is asking her son to visit them but he became so busy with his life forgetting them, they waited for his calls every day but to their dismay he didn't care to ask about their health and here this girl whom she used to taunt every single day taking care of them.
" ghr kyu khali karna hai" she asked all of the sudden.
" ye lo aap hi toh kehti thi mein chli jau, toh ab jaa rhi hu, ya aap mujhe miss kregi"
" jaa jaa mein kyu miss krne lagi"
" shehnaaz ek baat phuchu shadiyon mein toh chote mote takrao hote rehte hai ek baar koshish kr le ky pta sb theekh ho jaye, ab samne wale Siddiqui bahishab ke ladke ko hi dekh le aaya apni biwi ko" she blanked out for a second.
" aunty agr apk beti sirf apne sasural mein ek aise chiz hoti jisko jab caha maar dia, jab caha suna dia, jiski ush ghr mein koi ehsiyat na ho, jiska sareer gehno se kam dando aur belt ke nishano se bhara hua ho, jiski zubaan toh ho lekin usko khud ko hi na pata ho ki...woh kaam krti hai ky tab bhi aap apni beti ko ush ghr mein rehne deti" she wiped her tears.
" me..in..chlti hu khichdi bana ke lati hu"
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" Sidharth Tu bhar kyu so rha hai yahan" her mother questioned.
" khuch nh ammi, ek cup cahe dede mera sar fat rha hai"
" tujhe apne kamre me sona chiye tha"
" please ammi ky chahti ky hai aap ky kru, lie aaya na mein ushe, ab mein uske saath ek kamre me rahu ya alg isse apko koi mtlab nh hona chiye, ye humarra personal mamla hai" he yelled at her.
" Apk kapde nikal diye hai" Amal said seeing him opening the almirah.
" Amal please don't interfere in my matters and you don't need to worry about me, I am enough for myself, I hope you understand and get ready we have to go to the doctor" he declared.
" and I hope this time tum woh same mistake nh krogi, kyunki trust me when I am saying this, you will see the worst side of mine, the worst.."
A loud sound of the slap echoed in farooqi's house.
" kya hua Rukhiya, kyu maar rhi ho bachi ko" hasan questioned.
" phuchiye apni ladli se, ky krne jaa rhi thi aur ky ky kia hua hai isne" she replied shooting daggers towards her from her eyes.
" btaogi ya mein btau"
" kya baat hai Amal ky hua hai"
" bolo ab kyu bolti band hai" her mother taunted.
" ky chl rha hai koi mujhe khuch btayega"
" bacha girane chli thi apk beti, aur woh bhi pehli dafa nh dusri dafa"
" AMAL ky ye sach hai" her father asked in a calm voice, she didnt answered.
" maine phucha kya ye baat sach hai" he yelled making her shiver.
" j...jiiii"
" Farah behnji ke pass call kre aur fir sidharth ki marzi jaise woh cahe, agr leke jana cahe toh bhi theekh hai aur agr nh toh puri zindagi inhi chaar diwari mein rhengi yeh"
" aise kaise nh leke jayega aakhirkar uska khoon hai"
" humari beti jo kar ke aayi hai uske baad toh khuch bhi ho skta hai"
His eyes went towards her balcony, the balcony which used to disturb him became the reason for his solace too, however, fate decided something else.
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"Door Rehna Manzoor Nahi Hai
Sath Rehna Taqdeer Me Nahi Hai,
Dastoor Bhi khuda Ka Ajeeb Hai, Milna he Nahi Hai To Milaata Hi Kyun Hai.."
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MERE MEHRAM (completed)
FanfictionThe love story of two different people falling in love with each other in the most unexpected circumstances, for knowing more about them, join me in the journey of Sidharth Siddiqui and shehnaaz........
