" aap bhut aziz hai mere liye, bhut zyda," she voiced out, he hummed hiding his face in the warmth of her neck.
" maine apk manpasand kabab banaye hai apko behad pasand hai na" she said hastily feeling his lips, her breath rises as he starts dropping sloppy kisses, the fear gripped her heart as she starts feeling suffocating, his touch burning her, she clasps and unclasp her fist trying to be calm.
She closed her eyes as he bites harshly onto her skin starting from the collarbone to the shoulders to her cleavage leaving painful scars behind.
" please chore dard ho rha hai, please khalid" shehnaaz requested, it's her first night in his husband's house, she doesn't know what to do and what to say, her mother only advised her to let him do what's he wants.
" shehnaaz beta sun ab teri shadi ho gyi hai, teri khuch zimeedariyan hai apne pati ke liye, unhe kabhi mana nh krna theekh hai, woh jo kre khushi khushi krne dena, theekh hai, woh unka haq hai" her mother's words echoed in her ears as he hovered over her petite figure, his hand squeezing her bosom, she cried in pain trying to push him.
" khalid please hat jaaye, mujhe saans nh aa rhi hai, please na kre, i am not feeling good," she voiced out trying to push him away but he didn't listened, she wriggle.
" kya problem hai tumhari, ky hua, Sara mood khrab kar dia, chlo ab apne kapde utaro fatafat, chlo aise ky dekh rhi ho, utaro, mera haq hai ye, tum, tumhara sareer, tumhari har ek cheez pe mera haq hai, zaldi utaro"
" please na kre, mein comfortable feel nh kr rhi hu" she requested again.
" tumhare comfort se mujhe koi lena dena nh hai, come on neeche utro, maine kha neeche utro" she stepped out of the bed slowly.
" ab idhar mere samne aao" he ordered opening his pant and pulling his penis out.
" take them out and kneel in front of me" she feels humiliated, and disrespected.
" I m not doing that and you can't force me" she said.
" say it again"
" I will not" he marched towards her and slapped hard on her face.
" I was trying to go easy on you but I think" he said pulling her to the bed and pushing her on the matters, he untie her paint and shoved himself in her, the painful scream left her mouth which may be heard by everyone in the house, he left her after being satisfied and sleep on another side, she has no strength to step out of the bed, she is emotionally, physically and mentally drained, pulling her paint up she sits up, resting her hand on her mouth she cries and cries till sleep engulfed her tired body.
Sidharth felt her shivering, he pulled out from her neck and saw her almost gasping for air, he patted on her cheeks try to wake her up.
" shehnaaz what's happening sweetheart, please aankhein khol, ky hua hai" he said making her lay on the mattress rubbing her palms, feet and heart one by one, she opened her eyes.
" sidh...arth..." she mumbled before closing her eyes.
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"Dr. How's she now??" he asked.
" panic attack aaya tha unhe, aap aaye mere saath cabin mein aur bhi baate krni hai"
" Dr. Is there anything to worry, she is fine right?"
" aap patient ke ky lagte hai" he questioned.
" mangetar hai meri" he replied.
" dekhiye Mr. Siddiqui, unko badha severe panic attack aaya tha, and jahan tak mujhe lagta hai unhe pehle bhi aise kayi attacks aaye hai, woh kisi chiz se dari hui hai bhut ya koi aise cheez hai jo usko man hi man kha rhi hai, and these attacks are not at all healthy," he nodded listening carefully, his heart stopped seeing her in the unconscious condition, she was shivering in his arms, the thirty minutes to the hospital felt like years, he just wanted to kill that bastart who cause her immense pain, somewhere he knew his touch, his advancement cause this panic attack, and he blamed himself for her condition.
" aur ek baat she tried to harm herself" and he went blank for minutes, she is living alone for so long, don't know how many times she tried to harm herself, he starts feeling suffocating, and he felt a strong pain in his chest.
" Mr. Siddiqui relax, take a deep breathe, in and out, have some water"
" Dekhe I know ye sb apko sun kar acha nh lagega, par as a partner apko unke saath patience se kaam lena padega, she is very weak, dekhe mujhe nh pta unke saath ky hua tha, I think she needs therapy and stress-free environment, you have to be strong"
" thank you so much, can I meet her??"
"of course" he rubbed his face taking a deep breath, he blinked his eyes repeatedly trying to restrain his tears.
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" kesi hai??" he asked sitting beside her, she looked into his eyes which screams pain.
"Sidh...arth...mujhe maaf krde, meri wajah se apko itni...."
" bs karo yrr, bs karo kab smjh aayega tumhare liye khuch bhi karna merko aizyat nh deti, shehnaaz...." he said helplessly holding her hands in his.
" toh..mujhe smbhal le...isse pehle mein bikhar jaun" she said in between her sobs.
" mein thak gyi hu sidharth, bhut zyada thak gyi hu, nh hota, nh kia jaa rha hai, mujhe nh hona aisa independent jahan bs andhera ho, mujhse nh hota hai ab, aram karna hai, sukoon se rehna hai, khuch nh karna, aap smbhal lenge mujhe, jo care jo protection mujhe apne bahi apne baba se chiye tha, woh dede, andar se na dum ghootta hai mera, itna andhera ho gya hai zindagi mein ki koi ujala aaye bhi toh dar lagta hai, mujhe glt mat smjhe sidharth, itna khuch hua hai ki woh cheeze meri rooh tak mein beth gyi hai, apk koi glti nh hai, aap jaise farishta toh allah kisi kisi ko nawazte hai, khuda se bhi badh kr hai ap mere liye"
" tumhe khuch nh karna, khuch bhi nh, tum jeeyo khul ke, apne spne pure karo, apni studies puri kro, ye job wagera sb chor do, tumhe koi zaroorat nh, ghumo- firo, dost bnao, mein hu aur sb ke liye, jab kamzor padogi tumhari taqat bnne ke liye, jab girogi tumhe smbhalne ke liye, aur tumhara khyal rkhne ke liye, ye tension, stress sb chor do jaan, sb khuch, ek naye sirre se shuruaat kro, just set yourself free, jo tune pehle nh kia ab woh sb krogi, sb khuch, mera waada hai tumse" he promised wiping her tears.
" maine humesa suna tha khuda apne bando ko aazmata hai par uske baad behad khushi bhi deta hai, aaj dekh rhi hu,"
" bs karo yrr me free mein khuch nh kr rha hu iske badle mujhe tumhara bhut sara pyar, mere manpasand khana, mera gussa, mere nakhre sb sehne padenge bolo manzoor" she smiled nodding her head.
" apk kabab thande ho gye honge nahi??"
" nahi abhi tak toh nh hue honge, mehez khuch ghnte hue hai, abhi toh woh steamy hot jaise honge" she pouted at his teasing.
" chere toh na"
" tumhe cherne ka tender le lia hai ab maine puri zindagi yahi karna hai,"
" humesa saath rhenge" she asked.
" humesa" he replied looking into her eyes deeply.
" Mere saare nakhre jhelenge"
" badle mein tumhe jhelne honge, mein bhi khuch kam nh"
" apk nakhre bilkul bhi nh, apk nakhre bhut zyada hote, aur fir apko manate manate maine toh thak jana hai"
" baat baat pe kahenge, shehnaaz aise nh aise, ye ky kr rhi ho, aise nh na krna tha, ye tumne aise kyu kia, khuda ka khauf kro wagera wagera" she mimicked him and he lost in her all over again, he can see the glimpse of an old shehnaaz.
" chle chle ab ghr le chle mujhe, ye hospital ki deeware badhi hi bekaar hai, aise mein nh reh skti aur mujhe na biryani bhi khani hai, kabab toh thande ho gye honge, haaye kitni mehnat se bnaye the"
" meri maa ab ek daffa aur kabab ka naam lia na toh maine tumhe yahi chor dena hai inn chaar diwaro mein"
" dekha ho gye na pressan ek hi demand se, aaye bade saare nakhre uthaenge," she tried to release his stress knowing very well what he must be thinking.
" nazar na lage allah miyah inki khushi ko," she prayed looking at his handsome smiling face.
"Mohabbat har insaan ko aazmaati hai,
kisi se rooth jaati hai to kisi pe muskuraati hai
zindagi ka khel hai,
kisi ka kuchh nahin jaata, aur kisi ki jaan chali jaati hai"
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MERE MEHRAM (completed)
FanfictionThe love story of two different people falling in love with each other in the most unexpected circumstances, for knowing more about them, join me in the journey of Sidharth Siddiqui and shehnaaz........
