A Broken Heart (KimChay fanfic)

Chapter 34 - The truth

Porchay's Pov

"I'm sorry for waking you up." I say to Matteo

"It's okay." He answers

"Have you been sleeping together?" I ask but regret immediately "Forget, neither of you has to answer that, you can do whatever you want..." they look at me and there is a strange silence, neither of us talk

I shouldn't have come, in one month they probably got over me and are living their happy ever after and I'm just barging in and interrupting. I walk back to the door, ready to leave but they stop me.

"Don't go, please." Matteo says "We have been sleeping together, just sleep nothing more. It was just comforting after everything to have someone to hold on to."

"You don't have to explain anything to me, I shouldn't have asked..." I say

"You have every right to ask..." P'Kim says getting up and coming closer to me as he closes the door behind me "I'm glad you came to see us."

"I... I think I'm ready to know everything... I want to know it, all of it, the good and the bad, I'm done with the secrets." They look at me and their eyes have little sparkles

"I think it's better if we sit down and then Matteo can start his part of the story. Are you sure you are ready?" P'Kim asks

"I am, I need this to heal and..." I'm not leaving without knowing the truth

"It's okay, let's sit on the bed, it's big enough so it should be okay, unless you are not comfortable, we can find another place if you want..."

"The bed is perfectly fine." I say sitting on it and grabbing a pillow to hug

Once we are all sat, they look at each other with hurt eyes, these must really be painful memories to them, I'm sure of it.

"Okay, I'm ready." Matteo says after a deep breath "It all started when my dad and Korn started doing some business together. Things were going well, too well, but my dad he just wanted to grow his business so he didn't find it strange. They kept doing business and more business, it was profit after profit, it was the big raising of the Italian mafia, until it wasn't. Korn always had that idea of uniting the powerful mafias from all over the world, but back in the day he didn't want to do it by unions, he wanted to steal their power, destroy them and rebuilt everything to his image. He almost made it with the Italian mafia, we were so high one moment and in the next, we were no better than the mud people step on. It was during the time they did those business that I met Kim, we somehow clicked, and we started having fun with each other. We were two horny teenager that somehow started to have pillow talks after sex, we started to know each other and care for each other deeply..."

"Matteo was the first person I met that understood me, the first person I could trust. He was there after every mission, and I think he watched me getting more and more alike Korn as the time passed but even then Korn was better than me and when the time came, I played my part without even realising it." P'Kim explains as he looks at Matteo

"Kim's part was to be my fuck boy..." Matteo says but P'Kim looks at him with a deadly stare as he hits Matteo's leg "Ouch, that hurt..."

"Don't say it like that..."

"Ok, Kim was supposed to be my lover, he distracted me from all the business so Korn could do whatever he wanted with my father. When we both realise, my father was stupid enough to trust Korn with everything about us and the Italian mafia was practically under water, near the bottom of the ocean. We just caught a flight back to Italy and me, my father and my mother worked our asses off to bring it back to the top. I left Kim, I didn't even told him I was leaving I just left and I fought for my future." Matteo explained