~ FOURTY THREE ~

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A few months later and Byul started to teeth.

"Byul, get that out your mouth..!" Beomgyu sighed, grabbing the keys from her. He picked her up and walked to the freezer, getting out her teether.

She immediately began to chew on it.

Beomgyu sighed and went back to the living room to clean up Byuls mess.

"Beomgyu, I need you to run to the store." Beomgyus mom said. "Byul ran out of diapers."

"I need money." Beomgyu said, standing up.

"Don't you have a job?"

"I could if I didn't have to watch Byul 24/7."

She rolled her eyes. "Just take your dads wallet."

Beomgyu sighed and picked Byul up.

"Come on, Byul, you're coming with Oppa."

...

"Aren't you a little to young to have a child?" A lady looked at Beomgyu disgusted.

"Aren't you a little to old to be worrying about me and my sister?"

She frowned and walked away.

This happened a lot. People shaming him before they even knew anything about him.

It hurt at first but he got used to it.

"Byul, they don't have your diapers." Beomgyu sighed. "Oppas sorry, you're just gonna have to use a different one.." He mumbled, picking up one of the packs.

...

Beomgyu was watching tv while Byul had a nap.

"Beomgyu?!"

Beomgyu sighed. "What..?!"

"Come and help me!"

"Okay..!"

...

"Can't you take her for just 5 minutes..?" Beomgyu frowned. "I have to take a shower.."

"No, I'm busy." His mom sighed.

"You're just watching tv a-and she won't cry, mom.."

"I'm not watching her."

Beomgyu sighed but walked out of their room.

...

Later that day Beomgyu had to eat alone because his parents took Byul with them on their date.

They probably just wanted to get compliments about her.

"You can't come over..?"
"No, I'm sorry baby.."
"But I'm finally free, Hyung.."
"I'm at work, I could if I would.."
"We haven't seen each other in a while.."
"I know."
"Okay I-I'll leave you alone now..I love you."
"I love you too."

Beomgyu hung up the phone and took another bite of his food.

He hasn't seen Yeonjun in a month because they were both so busy.

It wasn't fair to either of them.

...

"You look dead." Beomgyus mom said when Beomgyu walked into their room to get Byul because she was crying.

"Gee, thanks that's so nice to say to someone." Beomgyu rolled his eyes, picking Byul up.

"You act like you have it so hard..!"

Beomgyu ignored her and walked out the room.

He didn't want to argue with her.

...

"Hey baby, I'm coming over, okay?"
"Hyung I'm busy right now."
"With Byul?"
"Mhm."
"I'll still come over and help you."
"No, it's fine."
"I'm-"

The phone hung up and Beomgyu turned around, seeing his dad standing there.

"You shouldn't be on your phone."

"I was talking to him."

"On your phone. Get off your phone."

Beomgyu rolled his eyes, turning back to Byuls bottle.

"You act like you have it so fucking difficult, Beomgyu. All you have to do is stay home and take care of your sister. Your mom did it twice you can do it once."

"But I'm not mom.." Beomgyu looked at him. "I'm not ready to basically raise a kid on my own, mom is. I said I'd help but I'm just raising her, dad.."

His dad stared at him and Beomgyu really thought he understood him for once.

"Go to your room after you put Byul to sleep."

Beomgyu sighed.

They'll never understand.

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