Angel Reese-Johnson
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I've been in the bed all day, I feel so bad. My body feels weak, and I just don't have the strength to do nothing.
I quickly got up from the bed and ran into the bathroom straight to the toilet. Immediately, I started throwing up into the toilet.
It just feels like I'm throwing up my guts and I'm getting ready to transform.
After I was finish, I got up and brushed my teeth still feeling the same. I left out and made my way back to the bed before hearing my phone ring
Everybody been calling me all day and I just haven't been answering. I feel sick as fuck.
Flau'jae has been blowing my phone up, and by the message she left me .. she's angry. I know I'm pregnant, so it's important that I answer but I haven't had any strength
I just wanna lay and don't move.
The number wasn't saved, but it looked like a number I seen before. Just out of curiosity, I decided to answer the phone
"Hello" I answered before waiting for a response
"Why you act like you don't see nobody calls?" I heard my grandmas voice, "Everybody calling you and you ignoring people"
"I'm not ignoring nobody, I was sleep"
"Don't be lying, and why you not coming?" She asked before I grew confused
"Coming where?"
"They said you ain't coming cause you don't wanna be around us. That's what Anita churn say, you better be over here"
Aunt Nita and her kids, I'm sick of they ass. I'm sick of the whole fucking family.
"I didn't say that, but I really can't come" I said before hearing the phone shuffle a lot
"Bring yo' ass over here, you gone feel bad when we dead and gone. If you gone keep acting like that, we don't want you around"
Manipulative.
"Who is that, who is this?" I asked feeling my heart begin to race, "Don't try to manipulate me talking bout death"
"This Chantell"
"Girl don't put your input in on anything involving me. Y'all always got something to say and be loud and wrong" I said before hearing a bunch of talking coming at me at once
They're really tag teaming me right now.
Why the hell is my grandma talking on speaker phone anyways?
"Hold on, ho — let me see the phone" somebody said before I heard shuffling again, "Everybody feel the same way about you except for your mom. You know how you do"
Before I could respond I felt throw up hit the back of my throat. I quickly hung up before sprinting and letting everything out into the toilet.
Once I was done, I brushed my teeth again feeling disgusted. I burst into tears because I feel so nauseous, and my family won't stop attacking me.
I literally have always been nothing but genuine to them. It's like I give them one hundred percent and get nothing in return.
At first, I wasn't really bothered by it but it's a ongoing thing. I'm a tough cookie, but it's starting to get under my skin.
I honestly just want to fight.
I went and grabbed my phone immediately calling Flau'jae. She finna bring her ass home, I don't even know why I let her beg me into leaving
