Untamed (A mafia story)

Chapter 42

He felt suffocated, his heart was beating too fast and too loud, he couldn't even hear anything
For the first time after Vera, he felt stupid, scared and helpless

"You're pregnant" he repeated as if to be sure, she swallowed hard not meeting his eyes, this was not how she wanted him to find out.

"Oh God, what was I thinking"? He whispered to himself more "I never should have gotten you involved in this" he muttered looking around like a mad man.

She'd never seen this side of him
He looked almost sad and scared at the same time

"Why didn't you tell me"? He asked and she raised her brows at him

Is he serious right now?

"Why didn't I tell you? Oh I'm sorry I didn't pick up my phone while I was freaking out and told you I was pregnant, or that I didn't fly all the way to Moscow to share the good news with you" she snapped sarcasm dripping in her tone

"How long"? He asked looking at her, he was already sweating "how long have you known"? He asked again, she just scoffed at him

"Why do you care"? She asked with anger, he had no right to be angry at her or to question her at all "You didn't care when you kidnapped me, you didn't care when you humiliated me everyday for six months, Dimitri you didn't care when you raped me so why now"? She all but yelled at him

She was sick and tired of him acting like everything was fine, nothing was ever going to be fine

He couldn't breathe properly, his mind was fogged.
She was carrying his child
His own child

He wanted to ask if Ivan knew of this, but it was basically wrong timing.
She was already crying and it broke him to no end
He hated that her tears were directed at him or more so his action.

"Cora" he made to move close to her and she held up her hand stopping him

"Don't" she stopped him sniffling

"I'm sorry" he whispered his own voice failing him in that moment

"Don't, just don't say it" she said shaking her head violently, she didn't want to hear any of it

"I'm sorry" he tried again and she glared at him tears pouring from her eyes

"I said don't, just fucking save it, I don't want it, it's too late for that" she gritted out "I don't need your stupid apology, it's not gonna change anything now, it's too late Dimitri" she said with venom

He was at a loss for words as she picked up her phone and walked out of the house, he didn't know what to even say or what to do

He'd never been so confuse in his life.
Fuck she was pregnant for him, she was carrying his own child.
Was he ready to be a father yet, no
But he was not going to ask her to get rid of it.

As much as it's risky and dangerous to bring a child into his world, he couldn't bring himself to blame anyone, but himself
It was all his fault.

Now she had to take the fall for it
Her life was at risk
If anyone remotely heard that she was carrying his child, they'd hunt her down by all means, and he didn't want that.

He walk towards the only couch in the room and sat down, he couldn't even go back to setting his plans to motions

His whole brain and thoughts were all over the place
How was he going to deal with this now?
He didn't even know if she wanted to keep the child.
He wouldn't blame her if she didn't want to, he didn't exactly ask for her permission before putting his hands on her, he would understand if she hated him and passed that hatred down to his child inside her.