Alpha and Omega

Chapter Four

:Edited 3/12/16

**there is sensitive dialoge here that is -forceful- if you arent comfortable with that please skim over it..**

Kelsey

I stood there after his rejection for what seemed hours, that's it.. It was proven.. I really am unwanted.. I cry, the tears refused to stop.

My wolf whimpered Kel.. don't listen to him... she said even though I could feel her obvious pain, and hurt.

I go to move, but instantly fall to the ground when this intense pain shoots through my body. I try to shout but no sounds come out of my mouth.  It hurts!!!! Ahhhh!!!! I scream silently, my bones crack and shift and I for a moment believed I had maybe died, but I can still feel the slight pain. I open my eyes slowly, and even though it had grown significantly darker outside I don't seem to be having any problems seeing. I stand, but I feel a difference. I look down and see white paws.

Oh. My. God. I go to scream bit it comes out sounding between a yelp and howl. I turned! I shifted!!! I say ecstatic.

Yes... go to the river and look down my Wolf says.

I follow her command, finding it relatively easy to adjust to four legs, instead of two. Once at the river I look down and gasp. I'm.....I'm.....

I'm a white wolf?! I yell.

Ouch...yes aren't we beautiful? Siera asks.
But, white wolves are rare! And... oh no if anyone finds out!! I'll be hunted....my anxiety spikes.

Calm down, you'll be fine... you are stronger than you think!! My wolf sooths.

But how? Neither one of my parents are white wolves, I've seen.... So that, that means...

I burst into tears once again, though in wolf form it's not a pretty sight. When I calm down I shift back before anyone realizes I'm gone and catches me like this. But I remember I am now naked, I begin to freak.

"I don't have cloths!!" I choke. Great another humiliation. I sigh in defeat and walk back towards the pack house, happy that so far I haven't seen anyone. I listen closely and hear no movement inside the door so I creep in. I make it to the stairs holding my arm across my breast, and the other hand covering my downstairs. I almost make it to my room when Ethan walks out of his, I freeze when he looks up.

His eyes dialate, and are nearly black "well, well.. Isnt this a nice surprise." He says while coming closer.

I back up but he lunges at me and grabs the upper arm that's across my chest, I have no choice but to follow since I don't want to reveal any more.

"Hmm." He hums while his nose runs along my bare shoulder, "you smell nice." He says, his tongue darting out to lick me.

"L-let go!' I say weakly trying to struggle but he's to strong.

"I don't think so" he grabs me tighter which I'm sure will leave a bruise and drags me to his room.

My heart picks up when he locks the door then throws me forward and I land on his bed. "P-please! D-d-dont..." I whimper. But he smiles and covers me with his body. I scream when he gropes my boob hard, I begin thrashing under him. Hitting and scratching anything.

I feel my head snap sideways then feel the sting on my cheek, "you bitch! Just lay still slut!" Nooo! My wolf screams, making me scream the same out loud. Suddenly the door bursts open and Ethan is pulled off me. I open my eyes and see a enraged Eli.

I didn't care if he rejected me at that moment because he saved me. "What the hell do you think your doing?!" He says to me?!

I stare at him confused, and then hurt. Of course, of course this is all my fault it always is. The lowly Omega. Nothing will ever change, it'll only get worse.

"If you want attention whore do it some place else!" He roars "and for gods sakes put some damned cloths on!"

A sob escapes me, I stare at him with wide eyes before I decide to run and escape while I could. Getting up, I run out of the room and straight to mine. When I have the door securely locked behind me, I finally break down and cry for what seems like the millionth time today. Why? I never did anything to him yet he just rejects me and then he calls me a whore?! I don't understand, and I'm so tired of living like this. I just can't do this anymore.