Bound To You

Chapter 19

Hey beauties, how've you been? There's an A/N at the end of this chapter (when is there not) and I want you guys to read it. It has an important note that I want everyone to know <3

Enjoy gorgeous people :]

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"You are a genius." Colton said for the umpteenth time.

"You've only told me about a thousand times." I said, slapping Saxon's hand away from the notepad.

"Ok, so you found out they're attacking us again. Big whoop. I could have done that." Saxon scoffed.

"Look, if you want to fend for yourself against these deranged psychos, then be my guest." I said, calculating the time between each attack.

"We'll oblige, right mate?" Xavier asked Saxon, giving his Alpha a look.

"I honestly wonder why you're not the Alpha." I said to the British.

"Unfortunately, being a Beta runs through my veins, love." I chuckled, passing the notepad to Colton, who was discussing things with Vincent.

"Four weeks. That means they're attacking once a month." I explained, circling the number.

"How do you know they won't do anything spontaneous?" Saxon asked, rising from the seat across from Colton and standing behind us as he looked over the page.

"Too risky. They're not large enough for surprise attacks. They plan through each attack, making sure they have an escape route that's unnoticeable." I replied.

"How do you know they're not leading us on? Trying to get us to think that they're small so we underestimate them." He asked back.

"Three attacks to your pack, Saxon. Three. And each time, they succeeded, didn't they?" He nodded. "Trust me. They know we're not underestimating them."

"Ok, so we know when they're attacking. Do we know who they are?" Nate asked, his arms crossed.

"And why?" Colton added.

"Baby steps, guys. Baby steps." I said.

"Ain't no body got time for that!" Vincent said, making me laugh.

"Ok. Let's get working." I said, a chuckle still escaping my lips.

I glanced at Colton, to see him staring back at me, a smile etched on his face.

My heart raced at the smile he was giving me. That cheeky smile that made me want to jump him right now.

"I'll be back." I said, shooting him a look that said 'follow me'.

I went up the stairs and walked passed the rooms until I reached the library.

Yes. He has a library.

I waited for Colton to come in, a small smirk plastered on my face.

"You called?" Colton asked, closing the door behind him.

"This room is sound proof, right?" I asked. He nodded, a slightly confused look on his face. "Good." I breathed, crashing my lips against his.

After he regained his thoughts, he kissed me back hungrily, pushing my back against a wall and trapping my wrists in his hands above my head.

He groaned, letting go of my hands and pulling me closer to him by my waist.

I moaned as his teeth grazed my neck, our ragged breathing mingling with each other.

"You have no idea...how long I've wanted to do that...for." I said in between kissing him.

"Ditto." He replied, lifting my thighs up and around his waist. "Deja vu or what?" He breathed, cupping my cheek and kissing my lips hungrily.

"Mmm." I agreed, not wanting to talk. He held onto my thighs, and walked with ease to a desk in the far corner on the right. He placed me down on the desk, standing in between my legs as his hands explored my body.

I kept my arms wrapped around his neck, not wanting to let go of him.

"They're gonna start wondering where we've gone." I murmured half heartedly.

"Whatever." He said, kissing my jaw. I moaned, finding his lips and crashing mine against them.

I peppered kisses along his jaw line, down his neck and up to his chin.

"Vincent is mind linking me." He grumbled, his lips connecting with mine once more.

"What is up with his timing?" I asked in exasperation, breaking up the kiss, much to my dismay. Colton smiled, raising an eyebrow as he kissed the tip of my nose.

"And to think that only a few weeks ago you hated my guts." I laughed, giving him one last final kiss, before sighing and jumping off the desk.

"This isn't over." I said, walking out the door.

"Wouldn't dream of it!" He called after me, making me laugh quietly to myself.

Oh, jeez Louise.

What is that man doing to me?

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You start life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are.

I never knew who I was. To this very day, I still don't know who I am, what my purpose in life is.

I never understood the choices I made. The stupid ones to be exact.

The stupid choice to be quiet when I was abused; the stupid choice to not tell anyone about it, and the stupid choice in forgiving them.

I guess I'm just a stupid person. It's the only reasonable explanation, other than the fact that I may or may not be sane.

"Stop over thinking things." Colton murmured softly, lifting his head lazily up from the pillow.

Even though the room was almost pitch black, I could still see his sleepy and dazed expression.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" He asked, bringing my head to his bare chest. I ignored the fast pace of my heart, and shrugged.

"Can't sleep." I murmured, drawing with my forefinger on his chest.

"Try to. C'mon." He urged lazily, pulling me into an embrace that I so desperately needed.

"It's hard to when you're making me feel this way." I whispered, my green eyes meeting his.

The light from the lucent moon was shining into what I now call our room, casting a shadow across Colton's face.

His eyes held a softer look when I spoke; admiration, protectiveness, and what was that?

Love?

"Feel like what?" He asked, his voice still slightly groggy from sleep, but not completely so that he resembled a mumbling schizophrenic that escaped a mental asylum.

"Feel like I can't go through the day without looking at you, or touching you. You make me feel like I'm living a dream, and whenever you smile at me, I swear to God my heart skips a beat, and it feels like I'm going to die from heart palpations."

I swallowed the small lump that was forming in my throat, not believing I was actually confessing all this to him. "But what really irks me, is that you make me feel free." I said quietly, looking away from his smoldering grey eyes.

The next thing I knew, my back was on the bed, Colton on top of me, his soft lips crashing to mine and making me feel a whole new feeling inside me.

"You don't understand how you make me feel." He said huskily, pushing strands of hair out of my eyes. "Every time I look at you, all I see is this beautiful angel-resembling girl, who I can't for the sake of me, look away from. You always grab my attention by the smallest things you do; hang me on every single word you say."

He sounded so cliche right now, but I couldn't care less.

"And you make me feel free." He added, lowering his head once again down to meet my lips, making my heart beat faster than ever before.

He started slowly, kissing my lips, running his tongue along the bottom of my lip. Then it got faster, more passion and lust being thrown into this fiery make out session.

I moaned softly as he bit my lip, one of his hands holding my neck, the other down near my butt.

Yes, my butt.

I knew where this was heading, oh how I knew. But I didn't want to stop. I didn't want to tear my lips away from his, disconnect my body from the tingles that went through it each time he touched me.

I didn't want to stop.

"Don't...ask." I said breathily, knowing fully well that he was going to ask me whether I was sure or not.

"Not...complaining." He panted, crashing his lips against mine once more in a hungry kiss.

"Colton." I breathed, holding his head to my neck as he sucked on the spot just below my ear.

His teeth grazed my neck, and he looked back at me for a moment.

"Can I mark you?" He asked huskily. The way he said it implied that he was going to do it sooner or later.

I nodded, closing my eyes as his lips met my neck again.

His teeth, once again, grazed the spot, and I arched my back as his teeth sank in.

At first, it hurt.

No wait, understatement.

It fucking killed.

But then it felt better, more needed.

He licked over his bite, his eyes returning to my watery ones.

"Does it hurt?" He asked, care in his voice.

Something inside of me burst. I don't know what it was, but I knew that I had to have him.

I pushed on his chest, flipping us around so that I was on top of him, basically straddling him as my lips never left his.

"I'll take that...as a no." He breathed. I felt a small smirk being formed on his lips, and broke the kiss.

"Don't get too cocky." I said, an eyebrow raised as I caught my breath.

"You can't resist me." He said conceitedly.

"Don't forget, you can't resist me." I said quietly, bringing my face close to his. His made a move to kiss me, but I quickly retracted my head.

He let out a small whimper mixed with a growl.

"Is the big bad wolf getting angry?" I cooed, a smirk forming on my face. He moved his face closer, his lips barely brushing mine before I moved back again.

This time, there was no mistake that he growled.

"Are you getting frustrated?" I teased, running my thumb along his bottom lip.

"Goddammit." He growled, putting his hand behind my neck and pulling me down to meet his lips.

He kissed me hungrily, his Alpha obviously taking control.

I smiled against his lips, laughing inside.

His hands went down to my waist, flipping us so he was once again on top. His thumbs ran circles on my hips, causing me to push my pelvis closer to him.

"Enough foreplay." He breathed, raising my tank top and kissing my stomach.

I arched my back as he got closer and closer down south, causing moans to erupt from my mouth.

"Colton." I panted, his lips meeting mine again as I struggled to get the top off.

He broke the kiss, helping me rip the top off, then crashed his lips to mine.

"Holy shit." He breathed when I flipped us around, my lips kissing his neck; teeth grazing his skin. "Baby." He groaned, helping me slide my shorts off.

My lips went back to his neck, biting and licking.

"I need to have you." He growled slightly, pulling the rest of my clothing off, and flipping me so I was rested on my back.

I arched my back as he entered me, emotions and pleasure erupting from me.

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I sighed happily, opening my eyes as the sun hit the room. The first thing I saw was Colton's body laying next to mine, his bare chest rising softly.

I looked over his face, the ghost of a smile that tugged his lips made me smile goofily.

My mind flashed back to last night.

A small blush crept onto my cheeks, but I was smiling softly at the memory.

I closed my eyes, moving my head to rest on his chest, hearing his heart beat in a paced pattern.

"Morning." Colton whispered, making a small smile appear in my face.

Bastard was awake.

"Good morning." I said softly, turning my head on his chest so I was facing him.

"Last night was..." He trailed off, looking at the ceiling for inspiration.

"Amazing." I finished, causing a smile to fill his face.

"Yeah." He said, running his thumb across my cheekbone. "Amazing."

I gave him a quick kiss on his cheek, and stole the blanket as I stood up.

"First shower's mine." I said, running to the bathroom.

"Hey!" Colton called out, scrambling up from the bed, his area on full display.

Not that I minded...

Indie, you're such a perv.

I grinned cheekily as I closed the door on Colton, his defeated look plastered in my vision.

"That was an unfair advantage!" He called from behind the closed door.

"Tough luck babe!" I called back, turning the faucet and indulging in the warm water and lemon scented shampoo.

After last night, I felt like I was so much more connected to Colton. It's like I wanted to be with him twenty four seven.

I needed to be with him twenty four seven.

'Wow, clingy much?' My subconscious snarked at me.

'Don't blame it on me. Blame it on the spirits.' I defended.

'Pshh, right. Blame it on the spirits.' Is my subconscious...mocking me?

'Indie, you're mocking yourself.'

"Ok wow. I need a coffee." I muttered, shaking my head.

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BABAGANOOSH! This word has been plastered in my mind for the whole day, have no idea why...

SO, what did you lovely readers think? THEY FINALLY DID IT! PRAISE THE LORD AND SINGING ANGELS!

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Ok, enough babbling! I Lub you so much! (Yes, I said lub. What of it? 0-^)

Oh, and just wanted to let you guys know, I bring up the issue of suicide/cutting in this story. I want to let you guys know, that if you have any problems, and I mean ANY, I want you to talk to me before you make any decisions. I love you guys so much, and your worries/concerns/problems are mine, and I plan on helping in any way possible.

Stay awesome! -Sabrinaa