everlasting 一 pjm, kth

erie.

you left a lingering unsteadiness in my house. i still hear you walking down the hall. i still feel your body in my sheets. i can still hear your laughter in the kitchen. it's haunting, it's like every part of my life has been marked or touched by you somehow; you stayed with me. you're like a ghost following behind me with hollow footsteps, except you're far away from me by now.

when my head hits my pillowcase, i can still feel you beside me. but then i turn to my side, and you aren't there; my bed is empty, taehyung. it's empty.

and ever since you left, i haven't thought about finding someone else. you were magic, and i don't want anybody else but you. you were a precious jewel in the midst of my life; you were one of a kind. you hurt me and cut me into two, but i still can't get over what we had.

and after all we've been through, i no longer believe in my heart that i can fall in love with anyone else, truly.