Ziall-Unfaithful

Chapter Three

Heya guys here's the next chapter, It's pretty crap so sorry, My inspiration is really low today, Leave me your feedback.

Zayn's Pov:

I couldn't bring myself to feel guilty. I wasn't sorry for what happened with Niall, I know I should be, But I'm just not. What we did was wrong, It was hurtful, It was betrayal on every single level that there is, But I just wasn't sorry. I left Niall's room that night and went straight back to Josh, I held him in my arms and it felt wrong, It felt like it wasn't supposed to be him laying there, Is it natural to feel like this? I'd only slept with Niall once but I wanted it to be him in my arms. I'd always had a soft spot for Niall, Ever since I first met him. His ocean blue sparkling eyes, His beautiful smile that made my knees buckle. I've never told Niall any of this because, well why would he like me? I'm just plain old Zayn, I drink, Smoke, I get high quite alot and he thinks I'm some sex machine, That I sleep eat and breathe in sex. Now don't get me wrong it's great really but, It's not all I'm interested in. I love to sit down with my partner watch a film and just cuddle, But with Josh I don't know, It feels that things have been lacking with us recently, It feels as though sex is the only connection we have left, But with Niall the sex felt special, it felt right, Even though to him it was a dirty one night stand. How can it mean so little to him? I'd never show how gutted I really am so I'm hiding it by tormenting him, Let's face it tormenting him is the closest I'll ever be to him again. 

I haven't had any physical contact with Niall in over a week. The last time I proper really touched him was in the bathroom! Is it so strange that I'm craving his touch? I've seen him everyday but I haven't been able to touch him, Not once. He's dead set on us just being a one night stand. Right now I was sitting on Josh's couch smoking a cigarette while he made himself something to eat. Niall was, I think out with some of his friends. 

"Zayn!" Josh yelled, I snapped out of my own little world to find Josh sitting beside me. 

"Yeah?" I replied, Inhaling some more smoke. 

"I'm worried about Niall"

"Why you telling me?" I asked trying to sound unfazed. 

"I know you two don't get along but do you think you could talk to him?" He questioned.

"What makes you think he'll tell me a thing? He hates my guts. He's made that pretty damn clear" I replied while breathing out the smoke from my lungs, Josh shook his head before replying. 

"I don't know what I'm thinking, But Nialler's being real quiet, it's not like him. He never stays in the same room as me for more then 5 minutes". 

"Maybe he wants to left alone" I replied rolling my eyes. 

"I know but-"

"Josh he ain't your kid for god sake. If he wants to tell you what's wrong with him he will. Just give him some bloody space" I replied, Josh nodded his head before speaking again. 

"Look, I'm going down to visit my family for the weekend. Since you ain't coming with me, Can you try and build up a friendship with Nialler? For my sake?" He asked, I nodded my head, Josh smiled before leaning in placing a kiss to my lips, It felt strange kissing him, His lips wern't as soft as Niall's, I pulled away pulling a fake smile.

"I'm going to meet the boys, have a few beers, If I'm not back by the time you leave have fun, And call me whenever you can" I said, Josh agreed, I then got up leaving the house. Truth be told I wasn't going to meet the boys, But I couldn't stay there with Josh, More to the point I couldn't get Niall out of my mind, So basically hours later you could pretty much say I'm high as a kite.

Niall's Pov:

I was avoiding going home. I knew Josh was going to stay with his family, I also knew Zayn wasn't going with him, Therefore I would be stuck with Zayn for the whole weekend. So I was avoiding him. After we slept together we both knew he had a hold over me. It was getting dark so I knew I'd have to go home and face Zayn, I could do this, I had enough will power to resist him, I think I do, No wait I do! Oh who the fuck are you kidding Niall? You have no will power what so ever! The sight I was welcomed to when I actually did get home made me laugh if I'm honest. Laying there face down on the floor, Trousers falling down was Zayn, I couldn't help but let out a deep chuckle before helping him to his feet. From what I can tell he'd been smoking something then he just passed out. 

"What are you doing?" Zayn asked groggily. 

"Saving your pathetic ass from getting walked over" I replied rolling my eyes. 

"Where am I?" He questioned. 

"Disney land" I replied sarcastically. "Will you stay fucking still! I'm trying to get the fucking door open!" I said, Trying to hold up Zayn while opening the door. 

"What are you trying to say Horan" Zayn replied, I finally got the door open and Zayn near enough fell through it, After a few moments I helped Zayn up once again and began to take him to Josh's room. 

"What I'm trying to say is what the fuck do you eat!"

"Are you calling me fat?" He asked while gasping, I was just about to reply when I bumped straight into the coffee table, Me and Zayn went flying over it landing on the floor.

"Get the fuck off me you heavy cunt!" I yelled, Zayn chuckled and began to bounce on my stomach. 

"Zay-o-n- of-g-g-e-ohf-" I tried to speak. 

"Sorry what's that? I can't hear you" He asked while laughing, His laugh was so contagious, I couldn't help but join in, After a while Zayn rolled off me finally allowing me to breathe. 

"Happy now?" Zayn asked rolling over so he was laying on his side. 

"Thrilled" I replied rolling my eyes. We laid in silence for a while before I began to get up, Zayn grabbed my wrist standing up to. 

"Zayn don't" I said turning my head away from him. 

"I'm not doing anything" He replied innocently, I turned around to face him before replying. 

"If that's true then let me go" I whispered. 

"I can't Niall, I just can't. Ever since that night, Your like a drug to me Niall, I just can't let you go" Zayn exclaimed as he began moving closer to me. I wanted to push him away, I couldn't let this happen, not again. Come on Niall where's your will power?! Zayn leaned his face closer to mine exhaling his hot breath against my lips. Oh who am I kidding what the fucks will power? Because I really don't have it. 

"What are you trying to say?" I mumbled. 

"I can't get you out my head Niall" Zayn replied, I bit my bottom lip before replying. 

"Kiss me" I whispered, Zayn looked at me with intense eyes. 

"Niall, If I kiss you I won't be able to stop" He said. 

"Kiss me" I repeated again, I don't know why but something inside me was telling me I wanted this even if it was wrong. Zayn slowly leaned forward crashing our lips together. It started out soft and gentle, Then that turned to hunger and dominance. Zayn slowly laid me down on the bed behind us, We then began to pull eachothers clothes off. The want and need for eachother becoming to much, Before we both knew it our naked bodies were rubbing together gently, Soft moans escaped both our lips. We both ran our hands over eachothers naked bodies exploring every possible angle that we could. The sex was just like he first time, soft, Beautiful and tender, We were allowing our bodies to become one yet again. Even after we had reached our climaxes together, We laid there in eachothers arms passionately kissing as if we had been doing it for years. We ended up falling asleep together. 

This may be wrong. It may be dirty. We may be lying to Josh, But me and Zayn both knew we couldn't escape now, I wanted this. There was something about Zayn that drawed me in and made me want more. Maybe it was love or maybe it was stupidity, I don't know but all I knew is making love with Zayn tonight felt so right..Wwhat we just did wasn't heat of the moment sex, it was more than that. Laying here with him felt even more right, So I found myself leaning closer into his touch, I then wrapped my arms around him so we was holding eachother. I couldn't escape, not now.