✅ Tutor// C.B ✅

15

"Hey so the other boys couldn't do it tonight so it's just me I guess" he says
"Okay"
"Maybe you can also help me with my math homework"
"Maybe"

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We get to my house and go to my room

I reluctantly sit down afraid of how close he will be to me when he confidently sits right across

"So sorry about today" he says
"It's fine"
"Did I actually calm you down"
"Yeah"
"Oh that's cool"

We start the tutoring and he is clearly purposely getting the answers wrong

"Really you said the first President was Thomas Edison"
"What that's not the answer?" He asks with a smirk
"Come on focus and be serious"
"Fine George Washington"
"Thank you"

I look in the book for more questions to ask him when I can feel him staring

"Why are you staring at me?" I ask suspiciously
"I'm just waiting"

Embarrassing

"Okay well name all 13 colonies"
"Well there's Delaware, Pennsylvania, New Jersey, um Georgia, Connecticut, Massachusetts, Maryland, South Carolina, New Hampshire, Virginia, New York, and that really small state that I have no idea the name of nor do I care (I'm from this state so I can make fun of it lol btw it's Rhode Island nothing ever happens here)" he lists
"Well it's Rhode Island but yeah you're right. Finally one right" I say
"Yay I'm smart"
"Almost"

I go back to looking for more questions when the history book is closed and thrown on the floor

"That was very expensive and I bought it with my own money so I'd perfer you not to throw it"
"Sorry" he says fakely (is that a word) moving closer to me
"If it's broken you're buying me a new one Okay"
"Okay" He says laughing pulling me into sitting on his lap his arms going around my waist

"What are you doing" I ask after this movement
"I want to be closer to you you're really beautiful"

I look down out of embarrassment and shock blushing a little

"I'm nothing close to beautiful" I say shyly looking away from me
"That's not true" he says picking up my chin so that I'm staring in his eyes
"Yes it is"
"You're right you aren't beautiful you're super beautiful."
"Stop" I say blushing even more

Suddenly, he leans in and kisses me. I kiss back afraid of what might happen if I don't

"Why did you do that" I ask pulling away
"Cause I needed to"
"Why did you need to"
"Don't ask questions just tell me did you feel anything"

I don't know did I

"This isn't right" I say getting out of his lap
"Why isn't it"
"I don't know it just feels... wrong"
"I liked it"
"I did too that's the issue. I shouldn't like the feeling of you kissing me. You hate me and you just broke up with your girlfriend"
"I don't hate you and I never liked her. I only was with her to get closer to you"
"I still feel bad"
"For who"
"Christina"
"Listen she broke up with me and you shouldn't feel bad for her she hurts you everyday"
"I know I know I'm just confused"
"About"
"My feelings. I want to be with you... but I know I can't. I want to like you... but I will get attacked. I want to spend time with you... but I don't want to get too attached"
"Let's worry about that later. Now let's just spend this moment together please"

Whatever life is too short to worry about the future. I should just take this moment because I might never get to experience this ever again. I mean I do have to live a Little you know

"Okay" I say smiling sitting back in his lap as I pull him by his shirt to kiss me

We end up falling back on my bed  laughing and returning back to kissing

My legs are wrapped around his waist as he is slightly hovering over me

"You're really beautiful" he says breaking the kiss "Stop saying that" I respond
"No because it's true"

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*2 am*

I wake up suddenly and notice something seems different. I'm still in the same clothes and something just feels... off

I look around and see Corbyn sleeping peacefully next to me

Oh my god what happened. I remember kissing him and then nothing else

"Corbyn?" I ask poking him
"Babe stop I'm trying to sleep"

BABE?!?!?!?!? OH MY GOD WHY DID HE JUST CALL ME THAT WHAT IS HAPPENING

This is crazy. Corbyn is sleeping in my bed calling me babe.

"Why are you in my bed?" I question
"You don't remember" he says sitting up suddenly awake rubbing his eyes
"I remember kissing you but nothing else"
"Well we were kissing... a lot as you can see" he says pointing to my neck. I look down and see 5 really big and red what looks like bruises. I touch them and they don't hurt

"What type of bruise is this? Why doesn't it hurt"
"Aw you're so clueless" he says laughing
"I don't understand"
"Look it up in the morning. Anyways, after we kissed we fell asleep"
"We didn't... you know"
"Of course we didn't"
"So we fell asleep?"
"Yup now can we go back to bed I'm tired"
"Um okay"

I go back to sleep and wonder what tomorrow will be like