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*next morning 4 o'clock*

I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing. I look at my phone and its corbyn

"hello" I say questionably

"hi um so I had to see you so im kind of here"

"CORBYN ITS LITERALLY 4 A.M WHY ARE YOU HERE YOU MUST BE TIRED"

"I am"

"ugh ill go get you"

I hang up and walk carefully to my door

I open the door and reveal a tired looking corbyn

"come in but be quiet" I whisper

we walk to my room careful not to wake everyone around us

"youre house is amazing" corbyn whispers as we get to my room

"and your room.. I love it"

"thanks I guess" I say "you can talk louder now no one can hear you"

"okay well im really tired"

"so why are you here then.."

"I miss you.. I cant sleep without you.. I need you"

"you should've thought of that before you broke up with me for no reason"

"I had a reason"

"and what was that reason" I say slightly angered

"I knew you would be able to find better someone who could actually have a smart conversation with you. me and you would only kiss you need someone who can make you laugh and I cant do that.. im not enough for you"

"you were actually perfect for me... I loved you so much you made me laugh we had great conversations you were enough and more for me but you got rid of all that"

"can I have one more chance.. I wont mess up this time I promise"

"I dont know corbyn"

"please" he says starting to cry

"I-i dont know I have a boyfriend"

"I know that but he doesnt have to.. no one has to know. it can just be me and you knowing just please just one more"

"fine but dont make me regret it

"I wont I promise... god I missed you so much" he says kissing me

I kiss back and we fall on my bed reminding me of our first ever kiss

"youre really cute" he says as we pull back looking in each others eyes (I hope that makes sense)

"thanks you are too" I say smiling

we kiss again and move closer towards the headboard

"I havent been able to sleep since you've left" he says after pulling me on his lap

"im sorry"

"dont be...I ruined everything"

"shh dont talk about that youre going to ruin the moment"

"oops... well tell me how it is here"

"its great but I just feel like its missing something... someone"

"me"

"you?"

"its missing me. we both know we need each other in our lives but we keep messing it up... if we'd just stay together we both would be happy... you need me I need you its just common knowledge"

"I know I know I just dont want to get hurt anymore. you were my first boyfriend and my first heartbreak and I cant go through with it again"

"you dont have to... I am fully committed to you I know you have a boyfriend but I also know we belong together and we're soulmates."

"whatever can we not talk about this tonight i just want to sleep and be happy that youre here"

"sure" he says smiling

we kiss and fall asleep

I know this is wrong but I just need corbyn. without him I am nothing and I want to be something and when I have him I am something

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