✅ Tutor// C.B ✅

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b- I saw that you know

m- sorry

b- dont be sorry

I put my phone away and close the curtains to get ready for bed

I keep corbyns shirt on and take off my shorts. the shirt is very long so I just wear that. I turn off the lights and go into my bed plugging my phone in

after I get my phone I go on it and in my messages to see if I missed anything

as Im looking through the group chat of the guys that they spammed while we were out, I get a text from another number

I click out of the group chat and look at the recent messages. I see that its from corbyn

c- hey...

m- what

c- I miss you

m- I wish I didn't but I miss you too

c- I really messed up

m- yeah you did.. but whats worse is I still love you.

c- you do?

m- yeah but I shouldn't... you hurt me a lot, you played with my emotions and the worse part is I believed everything you said to me. I believed you would stay with me and not go back to Christina but I was disappointed in the end. I always end up disappointed with you. but I still wear your shirts and that necklace you gave me I still wear that too... I went on a date night and I wore your shirt. I have a boyfriend now and I am still wearing your shirt. I have a boyfriend and I want you to hug me... I have a boyfriend and I want you to kiss me... I have a FUCKING boyfriend and I am still in love with you Corbyn Matthew Besson..

c- im sorry.. I still love you too all I do is look at the picture of me and you

m- well dont... you have a girlfriend look at pictures of you too... get over me because I promise you right now I will get over you one day

c- I cant get over you though.. not when im constantly reminded of you..

m- whatever I just want to be done with us

c- i dont... I want another chance

m- ugh see this is the thing with you.. I want to get over you but you somehow make me like you again and then we get in a relationship and you let me down and then the cycle starts again. I have a feeling deep down you really do want to be with me but Christina ruins it

c- dont talk about her.. she's making my life miserable. when you left I wanted to go home and cry right after school but she made me go out with her and then I wanted to leave so I made the excuse my mom wanted me home but she made me stay

m- well it looks like youre having a difficult time

c- I really am... I want you and only you. I want to hug only you, I want to kiss only you, I want to watch my space show with only you, I want to say I love you in a romantic way to only you, I want to love only you, I want to sleep next to only you, I want to protect only you, I want to pull only you on my lap, I want to smile at only you, I want to cry with only you

m- youre making me want you again

c- dont hide your feelings

m- I cant want you, you will only break my heart

c- you can want me I will not break your heart I promise

m- ugh im going to hate myself for this but if you can get to L.A tell me and ill give you my address and we can do something

c- are you serious?.?.? cause if you are I can get there by tomorrow morning

m- ugh yes im serious

what am I doing to myself

im in english publishing this heyyyy and happy wdw day