"hey baby" he says and I cringe
"no im not home"
"im at my grandparents house"
"uh they needed me to help them unpack from their trip"
"ill see you tomorrow"
"okay bye babe I love you"
he hangs up the phone and I am not going to lie im hurt. why do I keep doing this to myself
"go.be with her. im just going to sleep anyways theres no need to be here" I say hurt in my voice. I hope he doesnt notice
"im not leaving"
"ugh why am I doing this" I say to myself
"doing what"
"letting you control my feelings. I shouldn't be hurt because she's your girlfriend but hearing you say you love her hurts me so much. I cant help but be jealous of her. she has the perfect life with the perfect boyfriend and I have none of it. the worst part is I want you but I know I cant have you because you want her"
"im sorry I dont know what to say"
"just dont say anything just go home and live your perfect life with your perfect girlfriend"
"I-im sorry" he says standing up
"dont be. its not the first time this is happening"
he leaves my room and once I hear the front door close I start crying. I quickly wipe my tears and go on my phone
I see I am added into a group chat
I open it up and its from my neighbors
?- hey its Brandon
?- Austin
?- nick
?- Edwin
?- Zion
m- oh hi
b- how are you
m- well im kind of an awful person
z- why
e- ?
m- I kissed my ex and I told him that I wanted him. and then I Made him leave to be with his girlfriend
a- oh
n- that doesnt make you an awful person you obviously still like and want him. you guys just broke up.
m- ik but I feel like an awful person because I still like him
b- you'll get over him eventually. you just have to find another boy
m- are there any boys at our school that I should like
b- yeah youre talking to all 5 of them. (I think 2 of them have gfs not sure but if they do oh well just pretend they dont)
m- oh
z- so im guessing you dont like that
m- oh no thats not what im saying. I wouldnt admit it but there is one of you guys that I wouldnt mind dating
a- oo I wonder who
m- idk well goodnight im tired ill see you Guys in 2 days
a- night
b- goodnight :)
e- gooooodniiiiight
z- nighttttttt
n- good night
I put my phone down and go to sleep
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✅ Tutor// C.B ✅
FanfictionCompleted: 11/10/18 Chloe is the smartest student in her grade. In fact she is probably too smart for the grade that she is even. What happens when she refuses to go to her only non-honors class and has to tutor the dumbest students in her grade? A...
