✅ Tutor// C.B ✅

65

*morning*

I wake up still in Brandons embrace as he sleeps peacefully

I gently get my phone from off the ground and go on it quickly lowering the brightness

I see I have a text from corbyn and I open it

c- hey we're coming today for a field trip if you see us just know Im pretending to still date Christina until you end up breaking up with Brandon okay?

m- okay

I close my phone and put it back on the ground

when I put it on the ground it makes a large thump and Brandon starts to wake up

"no no no go back to sleep its okay I just dropped my phone go back to sleep go back to sleep oh no I woke you up"

"hey calm down its okay I was waking up anyways" he says in a really attractive deep voice

"oh good"

"you look really pretty this morning"

"thank you, you look cute as well"

"so what do you want to do today"

"I dont know"

"we can go out and walk around it wont be busy seeing as its a school day"

"sure that sounds fun"

"well lets make some breakfast and then ill bring you home for you to change"

"okay"

he gets up and puts his hand out to help me get up

I take his hand and he pulls me close to his bare chest

"you're beautiful" he says smiling and kissing me

"if only that was true" I mumble to myself hoping he doesnt hear

"hey dont say that" he says lifting my head up with his finger to look at him

"but im not so"

"youre right you arent beautiful... you are the MOST beautiful girl I know. you may not see it but theres something about you that just so beautiful and adorable and cute and amazing and perfect and I am so so so lucky I get to be with you and experience your ups and downs and everything in between. I feel whole when i'm around you and that is what makes you so beautiful. yes physically you're beautiful but also mentally and emotionally you're beautiful and I just find you so amazing. oh man i'm in love" 

I have no words he is amazing and I just feel so bad for what i'm doing to him he so clearly wants me in his life and i'm too blinded by Corbyn to see this. I need to break things off with Corbyn we don't belong together as he thinks. I truly belong with Brandon. Corbyn will always end back up with Christina so why do I sit here and still believe that Corbyn will come back to me and we'll end up together. I am so blinded with the idea of dating Corbyn and making Christina mad and showing everyone that 'yeah I've had the worst life and I get bullied by you but ha i'm with the girl who hates me the most's ex boyfriend' that I haven't seen the amazing guy right in front of me 

"you make me so happy" I say crying and hugging him 

"you make me happy too now lets both go make some food okay"

"okay" I smile and we walk out of the room

we make some breakfast and eat it before the others get up

while im eating I think of how Im going to break things off with corbyn

I plan on just ignoring his texts and ignoring him today and the next time he comes if he comes ill break up with him 

"lets bring you home to get changed and then we'll go out"

I go to my house and we make a plan to meet outside in a hour

I get ready in an hour and go outside to wait for him

he walks out and comes over and kisses me

"you look very cute today" he says as we go on his car

"you look very cute as well" I smile 

ugh my heart anyways imma make this book turn into and wdw and pm book cause I want Chloe to end with Brandon okay okay