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"youre really beautiful when youre happy" he says pulling me close to him after I put the box on the ground and lay down next to him

"ive come to the realization that youre the only one who thinks im beautiful seeing im always happy when im around you"

"you arent only beautiful when youre happy youre beautiful all the time and please always remember" he says

"yeah yeah sure"

"I hope you realize that before you leave I am going to make you admit that youre beautiful"

"good luck"

"oh that reminds me I have a question"

"what?" I respond

"have you been eating?"

"no" I say looking down in regret

"are you serious"

"its not that I don't want to eat its just people stopped offering. in fact I actually really do want to eat. everyday I think about how amazing the Pizza tasted"

"wait did you just say you want to eat!!!! Chloe thats amazing!'

"I don't see the big deal"

"of course you don't but I do and guess what?!?!?!?" he says enthusiastically

"what" I say trying to match his enthusiasm

"we're going to buy that pizza you ate and we're going to eat it together and we're going to be happy"

"I don't know... you bring food into this house and its gone in 5 seconds"

"oh youre so funny we arent eating it here we're going to my house and then we can come back here and sleep"

"if we have to" I say sarcastically

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we just got back from eating at corbyns house and I have to admit I don't hate eating as much as I used to

while we were eating corbyn kept staring at me with a happy gaze and it was so cute. for the first time ever ive felt loved

we walk in my house and the whole living room is practically gone. theres just flooring with a whole bunch of boxes. I look around and notice that only the living room is all packed up so we still have much work left to do

"this makes me sad" Corbyn whispers to me

"me too but im trying to be happy"

"lets go to sleep im tired and if I look at this any longer ill cry"

"aw okay"

we go up to my bare room and go in my bed

im about to fall asleep but im woken up to hearing crying from besides me

I turn around and corbyn is looking around my room crying

"whats wrong" I ask

"look around. what isn't wrong. youre leaving"

"I still have time here though. we have to make the most of these last 18 days"

"I still don't want you to leave"

"okay and while im still here we will be together everyday. and when im gone we both have cars sometimes I can come back and sometimes you can go there. we arent that far away its only 4 hours. we have phones we can talk to each other everyday"

"so I cant be sad"

"of course you can be sad but don't make this the ending of something amazing"

"I should leave" he says getting up

"don't be mad that im trying to be happy and positive about all this" I say sitting up

"im not mad"

"oh really then why are you standing"

"I just need to be alone right now"

"why? you say youre soo sad that im leaving but then want to leave."

"im not in the mood for this right now"

"in the mood for what?"

"I JUST WANT TO GO HOME AND BE ALONE WHAT DONT YOU UNDERSTAND" he yells

"for what reason"

"I just need to leave"

"then go... walk away and don't come back.. BUT when you go home and be all alone think about why im moving and why its good for me. yes I want to be around you all the time and thats why I don't want to move but just know that once I move I will have a better life. I will be around people that actually care about me and don't hurt me every single day of my life and we will still be together. I will be the happiest i've ever been. I want to be happy about moving and leaving this awful life but you're making it really hard for me."

"im sorry I just need a break from all of this"

"fine take a break but just know I will be right here waiting for you to come back. although theres no point seeing as you'll probably just go back with Christina"

"maybe I will go back to her" he says angrily

"do it" I whisper sadly

"what did you say?"

"I said do it. go back to Christina you obviously much rather be with her. you clearly want her if you always go back to her. you belong with someone like her, people like you Guys deserve each other. you both just break others hearts in hopes that you guys will always end up together" I say breaking down

"im sorry I didn't mean what I said. I was just angry" he says walking to me

THIS FIGHT IS EVERYWHERE

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