Maybe is not too late {Dimon}

Meeting

DEMI P.O.V.: I was there, at the X Factor waiting for someone to talk to me...and then I saw a couple known faces, judges that worked with Cowell back then.

Assistant: hello Demi

Demi: hi

Assistant: do you want to come and sit with us? (I entered to a room with her and another men and she spoke)

Demi: why this meeting?

Assistant: We'd like you to sing at the finals here at USA

Demi: yeah, that it'll be great

Assistant: are you in?

Demi: yes

Assistant: okay, sign here (I signed a few papers and handled to her)

Demi: just that?

Assistant: no, as you know...X Factor is coming to the end of it season and so we need to make the new panels, we'd like to see you as one of the judges, here or in the UK

Demi: I don't know

Assistant: you don't have to reply right now...you have time until your performance here

Demi: okay, I'll think about it but I doubt it (I said remembering the last time I was at the X Factor as a judge)

FLASHBACK

Demi: I won't be back next year

Simon: what do you say?

Demi: this program is crap, your producers made fun of my alcoholism problems in front of everybody and you did nothing but laugh with them ... you're garbage Simon Cowell

Simon: nobody is to blame for not being able to joke about anything because you feel bad and you fall back on your old problems

Demi: I should never have worked with you, you were the one who started making fun of my self-harm problems

Simon: it was just fun, I did not think you would feel bad

Demi: well I did

Simon: I'm sorry Demi, honestly, I do ... but you're also not right in everything you say

Demi: look Simon, you gave me two years of good things that you ruined in 2 programs ... I wish you hadn't been stupid and you'd have taken care of our friendship

Simon: our friendship was ruined when you started to walk away from me out of jealousy

Demi: jealousy? No Simon, you don't understand ... I left because it is the best for your future wife and child, I regret not having stayed by your side but I had no choice ... now if you excuse me, I thank you for everything you have given me and I'm going from here, I hope we'll see soon in a better situation

Simon: you can always come back, my door is open

Demi: thanks, but that will never happen (I left there)

END OF FLASHBACK

Assistant: are you alright?

Demi: yes, just thinking... I'll go home now, I'm feeling a little sick, thanks for everything, bye

Assistant: bye Demi

I got to my house and started to cry, I don't why, nor how, nor how to stop. I looked at me in the mirror and knew the answer.

The way I left the last time I was a judge and how I acted as if nothing happened between them and me...like when I sang "Up" I had to made a really good act. Because if I didn't, they were going to destroy me.