Mistake // Yoonmin

28. Exhausted

AN: Not edited

Yoongi groggily sits up.

The cries of his daughter filling the room. The young father looked over at the clock to see it was only five in the morning, he sighed rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

Yoongi was beyond exhausted. He had to wake up every two hours to feed Suji but Yoongi knew that she wasn't crying because she was hungry since she ate less than an hour ago. He gently picked her up checking if she needed to be changed but she was clean. He sighed quickly bringing her close to his body.

The little girl had developed a bit habit to cry when she wanted to be held. It didn't matter what time it was she would burst into tears until someone finally held her. Yoongi knew it was his own fault for holding her so much but he couldn't help it. She was his princess and he wanted her to be as close as possible to him.

He could barely keep his eyes open as he tried to rock her back to sleep. It took longer than he had wished it would have but once she was asleep he set her back in her crib and dragged his feet over to his bed.

When he woke up Suji was no longer in his room. Unlike the first couple times this had happened Yoongi didn't freak out knowing fully well that his mother had taken her so he could get some rest. Since he knew she was being cared for Yoongi took the opportunity to shower and finish up some school work he hadn't the night before.

Yoongi decided to stay home for couple weeks so he could care for Suji and bond with her but that didn't mean he was free from any school work. Hoseok would bring over his work so that he was able to stay on track.

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Once he was done with his work he quickly made his way downstairs.

"Good morning." He greeted his parents.

They smiled at him greeting him similarly. "You're breakfast is right there." His mother said pointing to a plate.

"Thank you mom." He said before turning to look at his father who had Suji in his arms. "Morning Princess." He cooed stealing her away from the man. He placed kisses all over her face until the baby began to shove him away. Yoongi chuckled passing her over to his mother who had a bottle in her hands ready to feed the baby.

"How was she last night?" His father asked.

Yoongi sighed "she woke up almost every hour. At first I didn't understand why until I realized all she wanted was to be held." He ran his fingers through his hair.

Yoona hummed looking at the baby as she ate. "You did that when you were a baby too."

"Yeah well now I feel sorry for ever being like that. I'm exhausted." Yoongi grumbled.

"It gets better." Jiyong patted his son on the back.

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Yoongi's eyes were droopy and occasionally he would yawn as he tried to calm Suji's cries. It was three in the afternoon, Yoongi was supposed to be working on homework that Hoseok had brought over but Suji didn't seem to want to stop crying.

It wasn't that his parents wouldn't take her if he asked. They would take her without a moment of hesitation but Yoongi didn't want to rely on his parents. He wanted to do it on his own because he knew sooner or later he'd have to move out and would have to care for his daughter all on his own. He wanted to be ready for that moment. He didn't want to depend on his parents only to be left clueless on how to do things later on.

When Suji did finally stop crying she had put herself to sleep, a pacifier in her mouth. Yoongi himself wanted to join her and take a nap but his simply couldn't. He had way to much work to do.

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By 8PM Yoongi was more than ready for bed. Before Suji Yoongi could stay up way past midnight but for the past two weeks the boy was more than just tired. If he could he'd probably sleep for more than ten hours.

But as he laid in his bed with all the lights off his mind couldn't help but turn to the thought of Jimin. He wondered how he was. If he was happy and satisfied with how everything had turned out.

He hoped he was. Yoongi wouldn't lie. He was angry beyond angry. He didn't know how he would explain everything to Suji when she was older. He didn't even want to think about how heartbroken she would. But he also couldn't find it in him to hate the younger. After spending so much time with him he couldn't help but have fallen for him. And after all Jimin had told him over and over that he wouldn't stay. Yoongi should have been prepared.

So instead of hating the younger he decided to wish him the best in his life. Hoped everything worked out for him and that he didn't regret his choice.

Because Yoongi was serious when he said he didn't want the younger to come back. He didn't want Jimin to return because it would only show how indecisive the boy was. What if Jimin did return only to decide he actually didn't want to be a parent after all. Yoongi cared for the younger, more than he wished his did, but he cared for his daughter more. He would never allow Suji to have a parent who came in and out of her life.

So Yoongi hoped Jimin was happy.

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I don't like this chapter but whatever