Louis' Pov,
"Alright! From the top!" Our voice coach, Nick says. Were're currently practing one of our biggest hits 'Home'.
"Louis! Focus!" Nick yells at me in his American accent.
"Sorry" I mumble, I can't help it! Its like I'm phsically here. But mentally I'm somewhere else..
I joined the rest of the boys in the chours but all I could be thinking about was Rajesh and Harry.
'And its alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When your lost I'll find a way, I'll be your light
You'll never feel like your alone
I'll make this feel like home'
I couldn't stop thinking about all the stuff Harry and Rajesh could be doing, that weird feeling I was having. Its not here..which is good..but.
A new one is arising. It feels like someone just took a knife a stabbed me in the heart, the pain was intense. Amd the strange thing was that every time I thought of Rajesh and Harry being together, that pain got worse.
Its so overwellimg. I thought that that that weird feeling in my chest was intense, but this...this is just to much.
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After rehersals we decided to take a spin through KFC's drive through, but I was so pre-occupied in my thoughts I hadn't even relized that we had reached our destination.
"Louis" Elenaor said waking me up from my thoughts.
"Yeh Eleanor? I say still in a daze.
"Aren't you going to order?" She asks confused. I shake my head.
"Uh, yeh can I get a chicken burger and a small portion of fries" I say with a low voice.
"You ok Louis?"Elenaor says softly.
"Yeh, just tired" She looked a little cocerned but she didn't bother to press on the subject, and I'm forever greatful.
When we reached the 1D house, I was the first to rush out of the car, I was just so anxious to see what Harry and Rajesh were up to.
The first thing I noticed was that the door was unlocked, which means that their defiently inside. I slam the door close behind me and first check the living room.
No luck.
I rush to the kitchen and still! No luck. When I exit the kitchen I get weird looks from the guys and Eleanor, I shake my head and rush to Harry's bedroom where I find Harry and Rajesh.
Without hestiation I slam close Harry's bedroom door and glare at Rajesh.
"Beat it" I say in a dangerous low voice, Rajesh rolls his eyes before scotting of Harry's bed and 'accidently' bumps his shoulder into mine.
"Whats going on Louis?" Harry says shyly. I roll my eyes before exiting Harry's room and head into mine.
I belly flop onto my bed and sigh into my pillow, Whats going on with me? Am I sick or something? Why do I feel angry when I thought Harry and Rajesh were together? Why did I feel like I was getting stabbed in the heart when I knew Harry and Rajesh had the entire house to themselves? Why did I feel so anxious to see what they were up to when we arrived? Why did I feel that weird feeling in my chest just a few minutes ago when I saw Harry and Rajesh cuddling on Harry's bed?
Why? Just why?
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After that discussion in my head, I relieze that I need to relax a little, I decide to go to the outside pool but first I need to change out of these smelly clothers.
I quickly take of my clothers and swap them for some swiming trunks, I grab a towel and head downstairs where I see all the guys plus Harry and Eleanor watching a movie.
Before I can even make another step, I get Harry's attention, I shake my head 'no' becuase I still need to think of an explaination for just a couple minutes ago.
Harry seems to get the drift so he quickly turns back around and acts before I was even here.
I let out a slient sigh and then tip-toe down the stairs and mange to get to the back door without anyone noticing.
I open the sliding door, I pray to god that no-one heard me. Luck seems to be on my side becuase it seems like no-one heard it. Except for Harry.
I close back the door carefully and sigh happily. Alone.
I rest my towel down on one of the pool chairs and dive into the pool immedietly.
This is what I needed..relaxation. I just hope it can stay like this for a while...
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