Mentally loved //JeffTheKillerXReader\\

chapter 9- Lies -

[[y/n]'s pov]

I slowly open my eyes, the vision was blurred so I blinked it out.

I remembered yesterday so clearly

I held my hands together closer to my chest until I realized where I am

I looked over to my left where Jeff was but no one was there

"He must've left early"

I stood up and walked into the small kitchen where Smile Dog was sleeping

No Jeff in sight

I sighed, feeling really hungry. Did I even eat yesterday?

I opened and few pantry but there were nothing inside. I went over to the small fridge, hoping to find something to eat but all there is are just cans of beer.

"Alcoholic" I mumbled

"Drug addict . . ." I continued mumbling as I continued my quest on finding non-Drugged things

After looking everywhere, I gave up. I fell back down on the small sofa and sighed as I felt my stomach growls

I groaned and lay on the floor, wrapping my arms around my stomach

I heard Smile dog walk towards me and slowly licked my hands

"Get up from the floor" It was a rough voice, If i didn't know who it was I would say that he's angry but of course, it's the one and only Jeff THE killer

He crouched down to my level and raised my head with a finger on my chin

"Come on princess, I don't want a dying sheep on my floor" He said in a husky voice

I groaned and gently stood up on my own.

Jeff walked closer to me but I pushed him away

"Get away from me . . ." I said breathlessly, I'm starving so bad I feel like eating you

I was breathing heavily and sweating at the same time

"You're starving"

"OF COURSE I AM!" It's called normal human needs

Then I blacked out, I just wanted food . . .

I woke up again

"That felt so real . . ."

I was in the same bed as this morning

I sighed . . .  again

I walked into the living room and notice the front door was open

I quickly walked toward the door and notice it was raining outside

I wasn't scarred of getting wet, I'm just scarred of what might happen If i escaped

So I didn't . . . I went back into the room. I know guilt will engulf me sooner or later but I'll have to get over it.

I heard coughing from the door, I turned my head toward the sound and notice it was Jeff.

"What, not even a thank you?"

"For what?"

"For not leaving you starving to death on the fucking floor!"

"Oh, right . . . Thank you"

"Sheesh, I thought you were tough, but you ended up just like all of those poor peasants back in asylum."

"What happened to kind Jeff from last night?"

"He wasn't real! None of it was, HA! You actually thought it was real?!? Naive little peasant, I will never like you! I wasn't even impressed when you killed those weak teachers. It was all just a LIE."

Those words are too familiar . . .

"Whatever." I was too mad at myself to argue, so I just responded coldly. I can't believe I actually believed him . . . What happened to the me back in the Asylum? It was so much easier back then.

[Le sigh], I stood up and walked away from Jeff. No eye contact, I looked down on the ground as I walked toward the exit door and just stood there, hugging both of my arms.

"Why me? No— I've got to stay strong. I can't let him make me feel weak."

I walked out into the pouring rain and let all the drops spill over my face as I look up into the sky but soon closed my eyes.

Suicide is a act of cowardly right? That's what she told me . . . That's what mother told me before all of this happened.

What have I become? Who even am I?
____________________________________
I'm so so sorry for being inactive lately, I've got so many things to do. But only one month and a half to go and summer here we come!!

Please understand me, I'm trying my best to keep the story alive and long. If we jump straight into the love than it won't be interesting.

I'll from times to times try and make good chapters like the 8th one but let's keep this dramatic.

Hope you enjoyed the chapter! Don't forget to share; vote; comment 💗 your thoughts!! I hope to see you all in the next chapter! Ps: my birthday is this weekend (May 12) haha I know you won't care but just wanted to point that out.