Imagine part 29//
"What the hell is your problem?!" Harry shouted at me after our silent car ride. I was shocked. I hadn't done anything wrong. All I ever did was try to be nice to him. "What is my problem?! You're the one that kisses me, and then tells Niall and Vanessa that we are just friends!" I shouted at him, wanting to hit him, but I knew that wouldn't get me anywhere. "You are overreacting, I kissed you, yes I did. But I told you I never love, I don't know what love is, and you expect me to suddenly think of you as my girlfriend?" He asked sounding disgusted. I ran my hand through my hair. I couldn't stand listening to his words without feeling the urge to just run away, away from everything. "Well if that's how you feel then just cancel this contract! I can go back to Marcus, and you can go back to sleeping with random girls because that's probobly what you do!" I yelled. His eyes were angry, he was breathing heavy. His strong perfume smell that I loved so much came closer and closer, and so did his body. "Happily", he simply replied pushing his way past me, making me drop to the floor. I let out a few sobbs. Why did this happen? Why does he always have to be so angry? It seems like that's the only thing he knows in life. I took a deep breath and wiped away tear after tear as they just kept falling down. I got up on my feet again, heading in Harry's direction. I couldn't let it all go with those words being my last. Once I approached the kitchen I saw something I never expected to see. "Harry?" I whispered soft trying to make him look up at me. He had his head buried in his hands, as quiet sobbs escaped his mouth. "Harry..", I whispered running my hand up and down his back, wondering what made him so upset. "I-I'm afraid ok?" He said finally looking up. He red eyes killing me. I didn't have time to say anything before he continued. "I'm afraid that if I fall completely in love with you, you'll leave because of the terrible person I am. I-I'm not addicted to drugs, alcohol or any of those things anymore. I don't crave them. But when I look at you I don't want to look away because i'm afraid someone better will come.. And I know so many that are better because I can't give you everything you wish for because I am not good for you..you're my new addiction", he said looking away. I took his hand and held it tight. Hearing these feelings come from his mouth was rare, and I knew this moment wouldn't last long. "Harry, you're not a terrible person..", I started but he quickly cut me off. "I killed my dad", he said making my heart beat faster, I was blown away.//
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