Last Tour Night.

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I was backstage on the last event of my Yours Truly Tour, going around the United States and one show in Canada. Canada had been my favorite part, before the show Avan and I had gone around with my mom to visit the shops and other places and I loved it. It was my last show in New Albany before heading home to LA again. 

I had absolutely loved the tour, and honestly, I was feeling a little out of it and tired, I had done a rehearsal all day to make this one perfect and it was slowly taking a toll on me, Avan had been lovely and supportive but sometimes it was a bit much. 

"You'll be okay, just think in three hours you'll be on the road back home." My mom said beside me, I nodded 

"Okay, thanks mom, I'm just a little bit tired," I said

"Don't let your fans think that, but if you do, show them that you love them so much for coming out and seeing you on your last tour, make it eventful in the best way." A voice spoke behind Mom, I turned and saw Harry making me smile wide, I hadn't seen him since the kiss on the cheek three months ago, and I'd missed him so much. Louis was also beside him 

"Hello, boys." Mom said with a smile on her face, I raced at Harry, pulling him into a hug and then hugging Louis afterward who looked jokingly hurt when I hugged Harry first. Avan was behind the boys smiling 

"How'd you get here?" I asked 

"Avan messaged us, he said that you'd been feeling down the last couple of days and that it would mean a lot to him if we were here, we are so going out to dinner as a group later," Harry said Louis nodded at his words 

"Count me in." Another voice spoke, it was Kylie, she and Kendall were both here I honestly loved them so much. They truly were my sisters no matter what either of them did. 

"Mom called us, but I second what Harry said, we're all going out later including you and Avan, what about you Mom?" Kendall asked 

"No, I think I'll let you all go out and have some fun. You need it." Mom said I smiled, I was happy and truly happy. It wasn't forced happiness either. 

"Okay, I think I can do the show now," I said 

"I know you can," Harry said, Avan glanced at him weirdly but I didn't think anything of it when I heard the crowd chanting my name, it always helped to go on stage with confidence even if hardly anyone in the audience knew who I was, but this time everyone did. 

"Kenna, you're on stage in three." A stage manager said, I nodded and followed the manager out to the curtain where I would enter on the stage when the lights were all out. When they went out screams of excitement went through the air knowing that the show was just about to start. 

The setlist went like this: 

1. Baby I 

2. Lovin' It 

3. You'll Never Know 

4. Honeymoon Avenue 

5. Tattooed Heart 

6. Better Left Unsaid 

7. Daydreamin' 

8. Almost Is Never Enough ft Nathan Sykes 

9. Piano 

10. Right There 

11. The way. 

12. Popular Song ft MIKA

"Alright, I wanna say thank you so much, everyone, for coming out tonight, this album was meant to have the 50's vibe and I believe that was accomplished and I adore each and every one of you, have a great night everybody! Until next time!" I said into the microphone, I walked off stage waving to the crowd until I was in the curtains did I let out a laugh and breath that I'd been holding in for the whole time. It had been great, especially knowing that my favorite people right backstage supporting me through everything which I was so completely grateful for. 

"You were brilliant," Avan said Harry nodded, in between they were Louis and I could sense an awkwardness that I wasn't gonna let ruin a good night. 

"Well, I don't know about you but I'm hungry," I said, Harry laughed, knowing full well that I'd be hungry afterward 

"Well, we could go to McDonald's?" He suggested. I nodded, anything sounded nice right now. Mom gave me a kiss on the cheek when I walked away from the boys 

"Kim, Khlo, and Kourt say congrats for a great last show, I live-streamed some of it." Mom said 

"I figured you would, tell them thanks and I'll see them soon," I said, Mom, nodded and went back onto her phone before sorting things out. My sisters, Kylie and Kendall grabbed both of my arms and led me out the back entrance with the boys following behind us. 

"We need to talk to you later," Kendall whispered in my ear, I nodded not saying anything to make the boys wonder what we're talking about. I loved it so much that Harry and Louis had made the attempt to come and see my last show with my younger full sisters. It probably gets confusing sometimes because Kim, Khloe, and Kourtney are my older half-sisters but still my mom's children including Rob whose my older half brother that I love so much. 

We went to the restaurant and ordered enough food and drinks each to share between us, we were there for almost two hours before Mom messaged me, Kendall and Kylie, to get back to the stadium so we could return home. On the way home I let Kendall tell me what they wanted to say, Avan was getting a plane back to LA, claiming he was tired from the road trip and just wanted to get some sleep. 

"What did you want to talk to me about?" I asked Kendall as we sat in the bus heading towards LA, we had set up an old movie we used to watch repeatedly as kids growing up so we weren't really paying any attention to the movie as it played in front of us on the small screen. 

"Well, Louis was standing in between Harry and Avan because they hate each other, they only tolerate each other for your sake because they know that it would upset you to see your boyfriend and best friend fighting," Kendall said 

"Fighting about what?" I asked 

"Fighting about you Kenna, Harry broke up with Taylor on the phone last week, hence why you haven't seen any of their posts about each other on Instagram." Kylie finished 

"But why would they be fighting about me?" I asked 

"Because they are both in love with you and they know that only one can have you. You have to choose from either one of them." Kendall said, 

"But I don't want too," I said 

"I know, that's why we waited until we were alone to say anything. We didn't want to upset you during dinner." Kylie spoke, looking at me sadly. 

"Wait, so Harry's been in love with me the whole time he was dating Taylor?" I asked they both nodded. 

"He has, he saw how happy you were with Avan and he didn't want to upset you or anything so he didn't say anything. He wanted too before you got together with Avan but he didn't. He let you be with Avan because he knew that you needed to be with someone who could make you happy and he felt that he couldn't do that because the last popstar you dated broke your heart." Kendall said 

"Why didn't he say any of this to me?" I asked, feeling insecure and upset. I wasn't paying the movie any attention, the girls seemed to notice because Kylie turned it off 

"Because, he wanted you to be happy, but I think Avan knows of Harry's feelings for you. And he knows that he can't just ask you to cast Harry out of your life. He's been there for you through everything." Kendall said, Kylie, nodded at Kendall's words. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks 

"I don't know what to do." I said they looked at each other before speaking 

"Just take all the time you need, there's no need to rush into anything alright? Think things through." Kylie spoke, I nodded whipping my tears and letting my sisters hug me on either side of my body. I loved moments like these, aside from the conversation is a deep topic, it showed that we were still sisters through everything, no matter what obstacle course came in front of us we would conquer it. Because we were Jenner's, and that's what is important. 

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