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Dom: did you clean my house?

Julia: oh hi, did you go home? 

Dom: why did you clean everything

Julia: so you did go home

Dom: why julia.

Julia: so you wouldn't have to clean anymore

Julia: and you wouldn't hate your home so much

Dom: you really shouldn't have done that

Dom: and i don't mean it in the nice way like you just should have gone home

Julia: i just wanted you to feel better at home :(

Dom: well it would have been fine. i can clean too 

Julia: oh

Julia: i just thought it would be nice if you would have a fresh start kinda you know

Julia: but i'm sorry then :/

Dom: no

Dom: i mean yeah

Dom: i just can't fucking be mad if you keep doing shit like this, and you know that.

Dom: so that's why you did it

Dom: because you know i can't stay mad at you after this

Julia: no that's not why i did it

Dom: sure

Julia: really dom, i just did it because i hoped you felt better coming home to a cleaned house so you could just chill and not worry about that. and i hoped it would make you feel better

Julia: and it wouldn't remind you of everything that happened 

Dom: listen

Dom: all i want is to take some time and distance. that was all i'm asking

Julia: you can still distance of course. i just wanted to make sure you'd be fine :/

Dom: yeah

Dom: ugh 

Julia: sorry if you hate me now. i get it

Dom: as i said

Dom: that's the fucking problem

Dom: i can't

Dom: you're too good to me and it fucking hurts okay

Dom: after the fucking pics

Julia: i'm so so sorry i didn't trust you on that. it was just so hard for me to tell what was fake and what was real. my head was a mess and i didn't know what to do. my biggest fear was to choose the wrong thing, which i ended up doing. but i just didn't know what to believe

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